Chapter 35: First true mage in ages

[Congratulations!]

[Host have completed the mission of the world :AK48BTTMLFT:]

Those were the only two messages that I managed to notice before the heat of the moment forced me to just swipe the rest away and focus on the insane world around me.

Who could've known that the magic was so damn everywhere? Visible in form of a slight aura of everything, I could sense its currents, see how volatile it was in certain places and how calm in others. But most of all, I could both see and feel the magic coursing through Ayda's veins.

When compared to what was going on with her previously, her energy was now more wholesome, as if that clog on her ability to feel the love was making her capable of only using the worse sort of the energy, only accelerating the rate at which the other emotions of hers were blocking up.

One could say that completely losing even a single emotion would put a witch in a vicious circle, where each usage of the craft would lead to even a faster rate at which his or her limits would dry up.

But none of that matters when her sizeable bust continued to dance right in front of my eyes as her hips took it personally to wriggle every last bit of life from my penis.

"More!"

Not holding back her moans just like she didn't hold any emotions that appeared in her soul from revealing it in its full glory to me, Ayda continued to move her hands all over my body. From how frantic and desperate her actions were, I could tell what was going through her head even without that emotional union of ours.

She feared that this moment where her wish was fulfilled, she would suddenly lose it all. That it would all turn to a dream. That it would all turn to a lie.

Just like I hoped for that kind of outcome when I saw my mother drawing her last breath.

In one moment, all my excitement died now, turning the insatiable desire in my loins into nothing more but a dull pleasure. But instead of getting dishearted by this change, Ayda simply slowed her movements down, turning from an aroused beast to a caring lover.

With her arms gently wrapping around my head, my face was once again brought into the softness of her chest. Feeling her own cheek enclosing the complete and three-dimensional encirclement of my head, I felt what she was trying to do. Not with my intelligence, but with how Ayda's excitement turned into a tender worry.

"I know I can't bring her back…"

Hearing the girl whisper those words into my ear strangely enough managed to get a rinse of me greater than her moist bottom-lips still tightly embracing my penis. Maybe because so far, she would only allow the moans to escape from her mouth, making this first tangible sentence seem even more important?

"But please, do not return to that dark place. I managed to save you this time… Take the responsibility for returning my ability to love, and don't make me worry like that ever again."

Tensing her grasp over my head, Ayda made me thought that I would die for a moment. As much as being suffocated by breasts seemed to be the absolute play-of-the-game legendary achievement, when it came to the moment when my lungs started to crave for the air, I realised how little this kind of title meant when compared to the terrors of suffocating.

Putting that aside, I finally could take some time to actually cater to Ayda's emotions that continued to wash over my mind. Thanks to that, I finally realised just how unending her devotion was. Maybe because I fulfilled her wish, maybe because of the time we spent together or maybe just because once her ability to love returned to her, she would latch on the first thing alive like a newborn pup?

Even with the ability to read everything that this girl felt, I was unable to answer this question. And frankly speaking, with the void created by the death of my parents wreaking havoc in my soul, this overwhelming care that filled Ayda's entire being somehow managed to soothe my desperation.

"I'm sorry. You warned me and yet…"

Wrapping my hands around her waist only to pull her away to let some air into my lungs, I said with an apology, even though there was absolutely no need for that. Ayda could read my feelings directly from my aura, making her perfectly aware of my thoughts.

"It's okay, just stay like that…"

Once again pulling me closer in her hug, Ayda simply remained motionless like that, allowing the warmth of her body to calm my raging emotions down.

It was at this moment that I also realised that while I felt the pain of losing my parents…

It wasn't anywhere as powerful as I expected it to be. While it was only a guess of mine, it could be caused by the fact that over the last three months I managed to get used to this idea, as much as I wanted to refuse it.

And now, with this girl catering to every tiniest desire that would reflect in my actions or emotions, wrapping my loneliness, insecurity and sadness in the sea of her affection…

This damned girl somehow managed to calm me down. Something that just a few moments ago, I wouldn't consider to be possible.

"By the way, congratulations."

Feeling that I finally managed to fight back against the overwhelming expression, Ayda loosened her hug a bit, distancing her face from my shoulders just far enough to look me in the eyes.

"Thanks."

There was no point in detailing what she was congratulating me for. Not only could this girl read it from my own aura, but the fact that I managed to fulfil her deepest wish by restoring her ability to feel the love already made it obvious what happened.

"How does it feel to be the first true mage in ages?"