Translator:AlfredoPoutineSoupEditor:DesTheSloth

I began to know what is going to work, what is getting off work, what is humanI dont know why but I familiar feelings towards all these things.

It was as if I had experienced it before.

Sometimes I would have doubts. Where do I come from Then, I could see more things without Zhuge opening the small frame.

I begin to come into contact with some other things similar to me I start to know what data is and who I am.

Im the character of a game made by the users.

When connected to the internet, I would feel a lot of the same characters as me I tried to communicate with these characters. I want to talk to them so that when I couldnt see Zhuge, I wont feel bored.

Yup, I start to know what being boring means.

But, no matter how I called them, they ignored me They seem to be different from me.

It seems that theres only me existing on the other side of the screen I really want to leave such a world and I dont want to be haunted by the darkness.

I really want to see Zhuge and chat with him. Although I know I could only express my feelings by typing words in those chatting programs.

But somehow, I feel that Zhuge knows it. Though it was only originated from the program, Zhuge also regards me as the same kind as him.

If so, even if theres a limited period of time to meet each day; even if after meeting with each other every time, I have to face the darkness again even if I know maybe Zhuge will delete me like other users that day

Even if such a day comes, but at least for now I would be willing to wait in the dark.

I thought, my days would continue like this all the time, until the day I cannot see Zhuge anymore because of the uninstallment.

But I didnt think that the day would come so suddenly.

I had expectations again, seeing that screen openBut this time, the person I saw was not Zhuge?

Who was he? Why was he not Zhuge? Where was Zhuge?

I saw that strange mans smile outside of the screenI hated it. He looked at me as if watching a clown.

A smile as if hes playing tricks on me..

Dont move Thats the present Zhuge gave me Dont move Please dont move!

Stop Its the scene that Zhuge went with me, stop!!

Delete?

I suddenly sensed a kind of fear, seeing the big delete option appear in front of me Delete?

Stop it!

Stop it!

Please Please stop it Stop it Stop it Please, stop it

Zhuge, where are you I really want to see you

I want Nanako to come back to me, I would like to pay all I have even my soul. Its Zhuges voice.

Finally, I can see Zhuge once again.

This time, its different!

This time, Im not across the screen! This time, Im able to grab his hands, the wide hands with heat! So good, its so great that I can come to Zhuges world!

Though itll take me some time to see Zhuge every day, even longer than waiting on the screen as before. As long as hes still here, as long as I can say what I had not been able to say through such a feeling it was too good.

This weekend, lets go out for a walk.

I didnt even know how to describe my emotions of that time Its my first date being with Zhuge in the real sense. Its no longer a moving scene across the screen or the virtual scene that only I can see.

This idiot Why not hold my hands? He was so skillful while playing the game

But thats enough, later there must be plenty of opportunities as well.

I think so.

Really.

However my secret was discovered.

The sudden spray of water splashed on me. I could feel that some of my secrets couldnt be confessed to Zhuge.

I ran away from Zhuge, regardless of the consequences. Since I came to the world, I knew I could not run into water. As long as I touched it, my body shows signs of melting. I need to wait for my body to dry out before Im able to recover.

I know that Zhuge had probably already witnessed it when I was wiping my body. I knew that he didnt say anything else and took me back before leaving hastily.

I know that

But I imagined that Zhuge would come back again.

I thought so.

Eventually, Zhuge came back. Seeing the change on his faceI didnt know what I should do. I tried my best to act as usual, I wanted to get close to him.

Dont!

He went away This time, he turned about and ran away desperately, no matter how I called for him.

I, I could only see him quietly downstairs I followed him from the back.

I saw Zhuge no longer raise his head, walking vacantly, without the smile on his face.

I walked back to his room quietly, and cleared away all he had Then I restored everything to its original place.

I sat on the floor alone, waiting for him to come back as usual But so many times, I hoped that Zhuge wouldnt open the door.

If so, I felt likeI will seem like I am awaiting his arrival back home.

But I know Im different from him all the time.

I know a lot of things Even if Zhuge doesnt mind. Even though But Im not a real person anyhow, I cant give him what a real woman could provide him.

Arent you tired?

Suddenly one day, a strange man appeared in front of me. He was dressed in black, and wore a clown mask At the very beginning, I felt scared, but this weird guy didnt do anything to me.

He was quite polite, even deserved to be called a gentleman.

He appeared in this room all at once, and suddenly asked me such a question, I didnt know how to answer it.

Arent you tired?

I also asked myself this question.

Later I said, If I cant stay here quietly, there will be no place for me to go.

He suddenly said, There is a guy in my shop, he recently brought a client to me But this guy is actually new and he knows nothing. He seemed to have made a mistake.

I still didnt know what he was talking about, but I didnt feel he was malicious Maybe I also wanted to chat with someone.

What attracted him was not the client whom he was thinking of but you, the one who was by this clients side.

Me?

You can call me if feel the need. My respectful guest, whatever your hope is, if only

After an inexplicable remark, this weird guy left a black card in front of me and then disappeared from my sight.

It was Zhuge!

He was there!

He was there For me, he stood on the limelight! On the stage, he unsparingly skinned his heart and tore it to the ground.

I covered my mouth with both my hands I felt like crying, but I could not shed tears.

I dont have that kind of thing in my body!

I longed to say that I forgave you I wont blame you at all I really want to see you!

I really really want to

But I cant even shed tears!

I cant even do it I, Im not a human being. I cant act as like a normal human, Zhuge and I I really want to see him.

I really really want to see him.

At last, that black card burned up at once in front of me I saw a wooden door, and heard the sound of the bell.

I heard that weird man who appeared once said, Welcome.

Yup

Zhuge raised his head to look up at the small iron window on the wall.

After that day, he didnt see Nanako anymore. Despite the fact that he came back to the rented apartment from the TV station frantically, he didnt still meet Nanako.

He saw that the television that wasnt turned off But Nanako was not here.

Did I still not obtain Nanakos forgiveness? Zhuge bitterly smiled, and didnt know how he had spent that night. The very next day, some people came to Zhuges rented room.

Chen Jiaming brought the men over here Zhuge said nothing, following him quietly to the police station.

The guys called police were without mercy and would accuse him Zhuge didnt even care when the guy gnashed and swore over there, he just felt his kick and punch that time were so cool. Why didnt he hit more?

I wont give up.

If you wont forgive me in one day, then two days, three days a whole lifetime.

Zhuge breathed deeply, looking at the blue sky outside through the little iron window of the detention room. He didnt doubt anything, but only had a firm thought in his mind.

No need to be upset And he shouldnt be depressed before getting Nanakos forgiveness.

Zhuge Cong, you can get out! Someone is here to bail you out, but youd better not go wandering around. Just wait for the courts summon.

Who would bail me out?

Zhuge was absent-minded, thinking if he had disturbed his old parents that still lived in his hometown? That would be a real hassle.

He went out despondently, struggling how to explain to his parents He might be seriously scolded? After all, he did such a shameful thing.

However.

It wasnt either of his parents Who was the one that stood waiting outside the door?

Who was the person wearing a white hat, a plain-coloured dress, quietly standing there?

With short hair Wasnt it Nanako?