He did not say anything, which made Ruan Yin feel even worse.

She had waited for a long time. She would rather let Zong Yanxiu call her a vicious woman and call her shameless.

But there was nothing worse than him saying I dont hate you.

Why was he so kind?

He was so kind that it was almost unbearable.

She cried, I would rather you scold me and blame me. I dont want to see you like this. I really regret it.

She should have persevered back then. She should rather have died.

She should not have thought about the love in her heart and lived an ignoble life.

She could not accept the truth.

Her biological daughter was unwilling to acknowledge her, as if she was constantly reminding her of what had happened back then.

She could not bear it.

Why?

He just asked this lightly, his voice light and gentle. Why dont you ask me if I regret it? I just want to tell you that I dont regret what I did back then, for you or for Su Cha. I came to the hospital just to persuade you. Everything has passed. You just have to be fine. Now that you have two children, you can live happily.

I cant pretend that nothing happened.

She looked up, tears streaming down her face.

She must hate me, right?

Zong Yanxiu was silent.

Actually, Su Chas insistence on not visiting her proved many things.

She could not forgive the Zuo family.

Zong Yanxius silence also made Ruan Yin despair. I know.

She was still timid and cowardly. Even if she asked Zuo Shaoxin the truth, she did not dare to ask Zong Yanxiu again.

She was afraid of getting a more terrifying answer.

She was afraid that he or Su Cha would tell her the truth.

She had always been like this, weak and fearful.

If she had persisted a little more back then, would she have been able to get rid of Zuo Shaoxin?

She could not get rid of it.

She smiled self-deprecatingly. If it were not for this face, why would Zuo Shaoxin have fancied her? And if she did not provoke Zuo Shaoxin, he would not have been tempted.

He was perfect back then. Who would not be tempted by such a person?

Hence, after she fell in love with him, she became even more cowardly. She did not have the courage to leave. Saying anything dignified was hypocritical. She could not leave Zuo Shaoxin.

So why did she drag Zong Yanxiu down!!

The more she thought about it, the more her head hurt. Frustration and regret filled her mind all the time. She started to lose her willpower. Sometimes, when she thought about it, she felt that she had been a hypocrite for half her life. She might as well just go.

Zhici had already grown up. The Zuo family would not neglect Nanfan. She had no worries, even if some people would be sad for her.

Despite being sad, they would still have to live well.

At the thought of this, Ruan Yin smiled weakly at Zong Yanxiu. Her lips quivered. Just as she was about to say something, the ward door was suddenly opened.

Zuo Shaoxin appeared at the door of the ward. His face was gloomy and full of anger. Zong Yanxiu, what are you doing here?

His sudden appearance scared Ruan Yin. From outside the ward, Zuo Zhici ran in in a panic, stammering in fear, Mom, Dad came too suddenly

It would have been fine if she did not say it, but once she did, Zuo Shaoxin glanced at Zuo Zhici angrily, scaring her.

She had never seen Zuo Shaoxin look like this before.