Chapter 1046: He was her salvation (2)

Translator: DaoistLUbAbJ

After that, he and she got along very well.

He was her salvation, allowing her to try to let go of that nightmare bit by bit, and try to start a new life like a normal girl..

The strength he gave her was something she couldn’t believe herself. She had been trying hard to let go of the past, and she even moved to tell him… about the nightmare she had experienced.

But for some reason, he suddenly let go… completely. For a month, he completely shut her out of his world… until she was blocked at the door by the front desk of his company, saying that he was on a business trip, then she saw him walk out of the company with her own eyes… only then did she understand that she had been abandoned by her redemption.

It was her own decision to accept him at the beginning, so she was willing to bear the consequences in the end..

So, after she left, she couldn’t sleep all night. She accepted it; she watched other girls and boyfriends being together sweetly. She suddenly cried, but she also accepted it; even two months later, she found out that she was pregnant with Coco.., she accepted it… No one knew how much effort and time she had spent to slowly adapt to her life without him.

Now, he suddenly appeared in her world and wanted to enter her life… she… really couldn’t afford it..

The car didn’t take long before it stopped downstairs where Leng Nuan lived.

She pushed open the car door and got out. When she got out, Lu Benlai glanced at the coat that she had put on the back seat of the car. “You should be wearing clothes. Although it’s not far, it’s still quite cold…”

Leng Nuan shook her head and replied, “It’s alright, there’s no need.”Then, she carried Coco and got out of the car.

She glanced at Lu Benlai, who had followed her out of the car. After thinking for a moment, she said “Thank you”before turning around and entering the building.

As he watched her leave, Lu Benlai suddenly could not remember why she and he had broken up so easily back then..

He did not have the guts to ask her, so he tried to probe her. When he found out what had really happened between her and another man, he ignored her… at that time, he blamed her and felt that she really did not have any feelings for him, he was a little disheartened, but he could not really break up with her… then, he was entangled in love and not love, letting go and not letting go, continuing and not continuing… until she left, he couldn’t find her anymore, and it was only then that he realized that he had lost the girl that he had been chasing after when he was young.

If he hadn’t tried to test her at that time, if he hadn’t even thought of letting go, would they have stayed together… would he have been able to accompany Shi Yao like Lin Jiage.., from the school uniform to the wedding dress to the birth of Coco..

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In the two months since Xia Shangzhou’s departure, Lin Jiayi hadn’t seen him once.

She knew that he was still in Beijing, and he would often gather with Lin Jiage. He was busy with his own business, so she wasn’t too sure what it was exactly, so she didn’t ask Lin Jiage about it.

Habit was the most frightening thing in the world.

She had never really believed those words, but over the past two months, she had come to realize firsthand just how difficult it was to give up after forming a habit.

Over the past two months, over the past seventy days, she had addressed Secretary Sun as ‘navigator’three hundred times.