Chapter 37 - Speak Your Mind To Me

Su Wan had a feeling that something was off? about? Lin Chen? but? she had no idea? that he was thinking? of something? so severe instead she believed that this big baby? of her was just jealous .( a/n : gotta develop? her character? bro )

It? wasn't? that she didn't? care? about Lin Chen but? because she never once? compared him to his brothers? . To her the Lin? brothers? had both strength and flaws , Lin Chen? might believe that he wasn't good at anything but Su Wan? never? thought? him as useless . In her eyes , his brute strength? was something? incredibly? useful? .

As a modern person she? was a firm believer? of everyone was unique and never liked to put others down because? of? their flaws? or things they couldn't? do .If? she knew that Lin Chen had such dark thoughts? she? would have definitely? sat down with him and? had a motivating? chat with him but she didn't? .

So , Su Wan? picked? up her wrapped pancakes handed them to Lin Jing? and walked out of the house? with? a smile on her face . Not? having the slightest inclination about? what was going? on in? Lin Chen 's mind .

She kept? humming? a tune in good mood as this was her first time out of the house .? As she walked , she kept taking deep breaths? and her smile widened? even? further , she had lived quite a few years in town and she had forgotten? all about how the air of village smelled so fresh and clean . And because it was an ancient? era the air was naturally even? more clean than modern time.

" Wan..Wan a..are yo..you haa..happy ?" asked? Lin Yu who was limping? beside her , seeing? his wife smile so happily Lin Yu smiled as well .

" Of course I'm? happy " said Su Wan? as she looked at Lin? Yu and was startled? when she caught sight of his smile . Lin Yu was usually? reticent? and because he was bullied? a lot when he was a child he was a lot reserved , that's? why Su Wan? had never? seen him smile before .

Lin Yu was a handsome guy , even though? his beauty was slightly? feminine? , in the end he was still a man .? Thus , when he smiled, he exposed his pearly? white teeth and sparkling? eyes? , his curly? eyelashes? fluttered as he blinked at her and Su Wan - well as the one who? was at the closest? proximity? to this deadly? smile , she was well stupified for whole two minutes as she continued? to stare? at Lin Yu .

While her mind went 'Opppaaaaaa '.

" Wan Wan? ?" when Lin Yu didn't? hear her? respond? , he called her . If they were not outside , he might? have? even? shook her but because they were walking outside and? there were quite a villagers? outside? he didn't? touch Su Wan? and kept? a proper distance .

" Ah ? " only when Lin Yu called her with? a worried expression? did she realized what she had done , slightly flustered? , Su Wan? swallowed? and shook her head " its? nothing? , I was just trying? to remember whether? or not I forgot to bring something. "

" Oh " nodded? Lin Yu? and then stopped talking , Su Wan? naturally? thought? it was a pity , she wanted to change? Lin Yu 's introvert? like personality? so she hurriedly? asked? Lin Yu another question to keep him talking? .

As long as she kept working? hard , she believed she could change Lin Yu a bit ( a/n : you gonna regret it )

" Ah Yu , have you ever been to the town ? " asked Su Wan? , since all of them were walking to where they were going? to hire the ox cart . Su Wan? decided to continue with their short chat and naturally didn't? ignore any of her husbands? who were? walking beside? her .

" I did " answered? Lin Yu? with an excited smile "? Brother? Jing took me to the town? with him once, when it was spring festival? "

" Really that's? nice " then she turned to Lin Jing? who was walking in the front and called out " Jing ge? , will you take me to the town? at spring festival too ?"

Lin Jing? who was walking in front trembled slightly? and his ears turned? red when he heard Su Wan? call him Jing ge in front? of his brother , and that wasn't? all .. when she called him that name all the memories of last night came rushing in his mind and his pace faltered? a bit? .

Naturally? , Lin Jing? no longer dared to say no to Su Wan? he could nod his head and agree with? an " En "

Su Wan? smiled then? tugged? at Lin Yu 's hand intertwining her fingers with his " did you hear that , I will go to the town at spring festival too "

" Ah - eh ?"? Lin Yu whose fingers were intertwined? , stammered and hurriedly looked around before tugging? his hand from Su Wan's? grip . Having his hand held like that by Su Wan while? walking? made Lin Yu 's heart race , his face? went red as he kept looking? around . He wanted to ask Su Wan? to let go of him but he didn't? want? to say the wrong thing and hurt Su Wan? .

During this era , it didn't? mattered if one was husband? and wife? . They naturally? need to keep? their distance? when they were outside , such? intimate gesture was frowned upon and no man and woman were? allowed? to act intimately? in public .

Lin Yu didn't? want to bring shame to Su Wan 's good name thus he tugged? his hand free? " Wan Wan l..let go . Do..don't? hold on t..to me , pe..people? will talk ."

Su Wan? pouted but she saw how uncomfortable? Lin Yu looked so she didn't? make it hard? for him but that didn't? mean that she will let this? go just like? that !

" Ah Yu , you don't? like me right ?" she deliberately? put on a wronged expression and crossed her arms in front? as she faced away from Lin Yu with a 'humph '.

" N..no? h..how ca..can I?? I ..I? ju.. .just? " when Lin Yu? saw that Su Wan? got angry he naturally? panicked , because? he was? in a nervous? frenzy his stuttering got worse and he couldn't even? make a comprehensible? sentence? .? So , he could only look? at his brothers with a pleading? look .

Lin Jing and the others ofcourse heard what went between Su Wan? and Lin Yu. They knew that Su Wan? wasn't? wrong but what Lin Yu? wasn't? wrong either , Lin Yan wanted to talk some sense to Su Wan? about? how she should keep her distance? with men even if they were her husbands? .

Lin Rui cut him off hurriedly? clearly? afraid that his brother might anger Su Wan? even? more " Wan Wan .. don't? be angry , alright ? Lin Yu is just worried about bringing shame to your name . He just don't? want you to get criticised isn't? that right , Yu ?"

Lin Yu nodded? hurriedly but? didn't? speak because he was afraid? of angering Su Wan? even more . Su Wan? rolled her eyes at Lin Yu who acted like a scaredy cat and stomped her feet " if there is something? you want to say ...say it directly? to me ! Don't? ask your brothers? to speak? for you !? What are you afraid? of ? I'm? your wife will I eat you or will I beat you up ? , I? am willing to listen to you no matter? but you gotta speak your? mind to me , get it Ah Yu ?"

Su Wan? wanted to help Lin Yu get rid of his stuttering? , she? knew that this wasn't something? that cam be treated? by just some medicines alone , if Lin Yu? wanted to speak? properly? then he needed to speak more !