159 Suffering

Thinking back, the period of time during the college entrance examination was really a nightmare.

Before she was in her third year of high school, Chuchu’s grades had always been one of the best in the class, and Qu Zhi had even bragged about it to the Liang family.

They had so many children, and their parents were all arrogant, but which one of them was as obedient and capable as Chuchu? Chuchu had been a model student for all three of her high school years.

However, when she was in her third year of high school, her grades suddenly dropped. After that, she never returned to her previous state.

In the beginning, Qu Zhi didn’t care at all. She felt that after one or two failures, scolding the child would make the child come to his senses and study well. In the end, it was completely useless. Instead, it made things worse.

Chuchu’s English had always been bad. In her third year of high school, she even started to get single-digit scores. After several times, Qu Zhi finally couldn’t hold it in anymore.

In the most important joint examination, Chuchu had pulled down the average score of the entire class by herself.

The teacher was naturally furious. She first criticized Chuchu and then called her parents over.

Liang Wen happened to be busy that day, so Qu Zhi had no choice but to do it herself.

In the past, Liang Wen was the one who attended the parent-teacher meetings. Usually, Chuchu would only look for Liang Wen when she was criticized. Qu Zhi only felt that it was a great humiliation for her child’s parents to be called.

“Are you feeling too much pressure?” the homeroom teacher frowned and looked at Chuchu. It wasn’t like this last semester. How did you regress so much? ”

Chuchu lowered her head and didn’t say anything. At this moment, she was already very quiet. No matter what she did, she was always lazy and unmotivated. Qu Zhi was still cursed with a dejected look on her face. In response to the teacher’s question, she nodded slightly and stared at the shoes with a dazed look.

Qu Zhi didn’t want to say anything nice. “Are you in love? Say something! Why is your grade so bad all of a sudden? If you’re not dating, then what are you doing?” Qu Zhi didn’t believe that the capital she was so proud of would disappear just like that.

If she knew that such a boy was obstructing Chuchu’s bright future, she would definitely tear him apart.

Chuchu bit her lips, and tears started rolling down her face. “I’m not going to school anymore!”

Qu Zhi was so angry that she wanted to slap her. Was it easy for her to raise three children all by herself? Chuchu actually didn’t know what was good for her and was thinking about such nonsense.

Heartless!

Chuchu didn’t say anything and bit her lips until blood started to stain them.

She took her bag and bowed slightly to the teacher before taking a taxi back. After she returned home, she didn’t eat anything either. Qu Zhi didn’t know what to do either. The room was so quiet that it was as if no one had ever been there.

After that, Qu Zhi and Chuchu didn’t quarrel much.

Chuchu finally made it through the year of the college entrance examination. In the end, she did pretty well and got into university.

Qu Zhi’s topic of conversation returned.

However, when she was at University, she found out that Chuchu had been suffering from depression for many years. It was useless to overcome it alone. She still had to take many kinds of medicine. Chuchu didn’t tell Qu Zhi herself. Only when Qu Zhi was flipping through her things did she see the medical record.

Qu Zhi still didn’t understand. She was happy every day and didn’t need to earn any money. She was happier than a god, but she was also depressed. Qu Zhi felt that she was the one with depression.

Everyone despised her, but Qu Zhi wasn’t even sad.

Young people’s resistance to negative emotions was too low. Moreover, Chuchu didn’t lose any arms or legs, so what was the problem? She was certain that the doctor was so desperate to make money that he wrote such a strange list.

When Chuchu returned, she took the record and confronted her. “What is this?” it wasn’t that she couldn’t read. She just wanted to hear Chuchu admit it herself.

“Oh, I’m fine.” Chuchu took the list. “I’ll be moving out tomorrow.”

Qu Zhi was surprised that this little princess was living outside. “Where do you go to? Do you want to…”

“I don’t want to.” Chuchu’s room door was closed. In the future, this room would really be empty.

Everything returned to silence, just like now.

Qu Zhi felt a headache coming on. In her memories, she was another Huang Qing.

Although it was impossible for Huang Qing to torture her and her children now, her memories would still torture her. Every time she recalled it, she had a strong urge to force herself to change and do better.

As long as those hardships did not repeat themselves.