Chapter 99
99. Teach us! Yuzuki-sensei.
Women who lose their virginity to rapeare greatly divided into two types depending on their interactions with sex
Yuzuki-senseis talking while drinking her wine.
I know it wellIn this mansion when it wasKuromori Tower, I saw plenty of womenIm one of them too
Right
Yuzuki-sensei was raped by Shirasaka Sousuke when she was 12
One would be the girl being absorbed in sex to override their rape experience. Drowning themselves to remove their memory of fear. Misuzu-sans that type
CertainlyMisuzus indulging herself in sex
Its not a lewd nature in particularTrying to get over the fear from the rape, they try to lie to themselves and have sex assertively. Convincing themselves that they had sex by their own will
Misuzu was like that.
Misuzu-sans actually scared Yesterday, you had sex with Misuzu-san in the bathroom didnt you?
Yes
Thats the time when she finally trusted you. I think she was frightened in her heart until thenDo you remember? Yesterday before you had sex with Misuzu-san, she told youI want you to trust me soon]?
Speaking of whichI feel that she said such thing.
Thats reversed. Actually, Misuzu-san thought was that she wants to Trustyou. She reflects her own wish to you and spoke
I see
Do you remember that Misuzu told you I want to be violatedDidnt you?
I do
Actually, theres still some fear remaining for sexThats why she said that. She wants you to force having the sex instead of by her own will
I
I never understood Misuzus feeling at all
I just followed my own desire.
Im the worst.
At that timeMisuzu said that she wants to be my sex slave
Sensei laughs.
Do you really think that theres a girl who would want to become a mans slave?
I dont
I
It was really a dangerous stateYou did rape play didnt you?
We did
I got very aroused though
For Misuzu, it wasnt that different from real rape
If Misuzu-san gave up in despair because of that rape play, she might really have become your sex slave
Sensei says.
You seeTheres no endlessly lewd woman in this world. Among the prostitutes, there are occasional women who makes that play. A girl that has no forbidden plays, all okay. That kind of person isnt a helpless lecherous person They just gave up. Throwing their own lifeThinking that its already hopelesstherefore they accept anything. They have no choice but to accept
They gave up in life?
Those kinds are okay with anyone. Theyre not looking at the mans face. They just surrender themselves to the pleasures in their body They get scared when they look at realitythey became ashamed that they want to die. Therefore, they close their eyes to indulge themselves in the pleasures of sex, and concentrate only on the sexual feeling!
Sensei gulps down the glass.
I was the same
Sensei
Theres only one thing I can thank Shirasaka Sousuke for. My body can no longer have sex ever again, you know that dont you? Thats why I can no longer escape to the pleasure of sex! Even if I force myself, I can only face the realitytherefore, I think I went mad!
I poured wine into Senseis glass silently.
Thanks. You seeIm actually a weak woman. No, I was weakbefore. But I have no choice but to get stronger. I have no other way out after all I cant masturbate. When I touch myself there, the scar hurts! The bottom of my stomach makes a tingling painThats why, I!
I hold Senseis hand.
As a reflex, Senseis body twitched and she tried to move away from my hand!
But stillI hold Senseis hand firmly!
I wont do anything. Ill just hold your hand
Sensei looks at my hand
Sorry. I drank alcohol too fast
Sensei looks down.
Ill go back to Misuzu-sanI think that just a bit more and shed suffer from sex madness. It was really a dangerous state. If it advanced badlyshe would have your body for a while then shed immediately start to fish for men. Escaping to sex, shed sleep with any possible manShed become a hopeless woman!
So it was such a critical state!
So its different now?
After getting up courage, I ask Sensei
After yesterdays rape play sex in the bathroom, you went for another round didnt you?
RightI began my second round without pulling out.
As a result, she was saved by that sex. Doing all your bestfeeling Misuzu-san properlythat was good. Your feelings reached Misuzu-san thats why she came to trust you. If you didnt have the second sex, it wouldve been trouble this time
Sensei sighes.
With that sexMisuzu-san somehow accepted you
Well
Misuzus attitude changed completely after our second sex.
Its not her strange brightness from before but a genuine smile
After thatMisuzu-san became your woman. Dont worry. She will no longer part from you as long as its not something much
Why?
Sensei laughes as she was amazed.
Youre the only man in the world she can yield her mind and bodyMisuzu-san said it herself didnt she?
So she was serious.
I dont get it.
SeriouslyYoure taking so many girls seriously and yetYoure always lonely as usual
Sensei said with a sad expression.
Im lonely?
Sensei returns a question to my question.
Yoshida-kunWhen I say your own bed what do you imagine?
I answer immediately.
If its my bed then its the sofa in my house
That old sofa with bad springs.
I lived there this whole time
That old sofa where I cant stretch my body so I have to round myself to sleep.
This bed in this mansion isnt a bed for you
Sensei said.
BecauseIm only borrowing the bed in this house. My house is there
That house where neither my mother or father comes home.
I have to go back soon.
Well fineLets talk about it next time
Sensei forcibly changes the topic
Having me reminded of my house, I show an awkward face.
Ifyou didnt do the second round of sexand Misuzu-san didnt open her heartWhat do you think I would do to Misuzu-san?
Sensei asks me
No, I dont know
To be honestI cant imagine it.
Misuzu-san was a girl sent by Kouzuki-sama to Nagisa wasnt she?She cannot be mad at sex
Certainly
In that case, Id have Nagisa take her and have her become Nagisas slave. A complete lesbian
Lesbian?
Then, shed get married with the man Kouzuki house had decidedendure only one sex to have one child, then have her stay as a lesbian for the rest of her life. Isnt it better for her to play with Nagisas lesbian pets rather than madly playing with men? Society can be fooled by that too
Is that so?
Senseis always thinking two steps ahead.
In the first placeI got surprised when Nagisa transferred Misuzu-san to Yoshida-kun! That was so sudden wasnt it?It happened before I even knew it!
Theres no surveillance cameras in Nagisa-sans shop.
That was Nagisa-sans decision alone.
She didnt consult Yuzuki-sensei
Nagisaunderstood Yoshida-kuns power. Surely, she believed that you could open Misuzus heart!
Sensei says.
Margo too She believes in your power that she didnt report a follow up to me on the spot. Well, she has seen Nagisa-san being embraced and liberated by Yoshida-kun
Nagisa-san and Margo-san believed me and entrusted me with Misuzu
Sometimes, I get heartbroken. No matter how much I think, I cant match Nagisas insight and Margos perception Those girls more excellent than me. NoIm no good. Im just a big-headed woman lacking imagination
Sensei blames herself
AnywayTheres no pressing problems with Misuzu-san. Just love her a lot. Nows the time for her to be spoiled. Make your bonds of trust thicker. Okay?
Okay
The problem is Maika.
Maika-sanis another type of the raped girls
Another type?
Shes scared of sex. Its become a complete trauma. Simply put, shes afraid of it. It might cause androphobia for her
Eh?
ButShes been in the bath together with me all this time
Yeah. We talked and kissed a lot.
Dont you think that shes abnormally talkative in the bath?
Eh?
Usuallysomeone wont talk to their rapist about their club activities
That might be.
ButShe didnt hate it when I touched her in the bathroomand we kissed multiple times
I even licked Maikas clitoris
AfterwardsMaika asked if I still want to have sex
Thats just a flip of sense from fear. Shes alone with the rapist. Shed choose to open her body willingly rather than be violated by force. If she doesnt convince herself to accept the man voluntarily, she cant win against the fear
Sensei says.
Afterwards, Misuzu-san entered the bathroomThat was on purpose. I thought that you might not be able to endure it anymore. If Misuzu-san is there, she will have sex with you instead of Maika-san
That was also Senseis strategy?
When she sees Misuzu-san being madly in love with youMaika-sans recognition of Yoshida-kun might change. Maika-san can feel relieved if Misuzu-san is being deeply in love with you, cant she?
You sent Misuzu with such intentions?
As I thoughtMisuzu-san had gone on a rampage and you accepted itWhen it had become a slightly peaceful atmosphereI went in!
RightSensei entered at the perfect moment.
You remember whats after that? Your penis got hard and you wanted to have sex once again, what kind of reaction did Maika-san show?
Maika was
Shes refused sex. She seemed very afraid
Yeahshe did.
In that case, Misuzu-san and I were there, you werent alone. In short, thats Maika-sans current frank reaction towards sex
Maika
Shes overdoing itall this time. Even now
I looked at Maika on the monitor
Maikas laughing with everyone.
Maika-sans still worrying about it. If its okay for her to become everyones ally. In the first place, isnt it strange to become someones sex partner? She asksShe knows that shes brought to an unexpected world. Shes quite clever!
Right.
This is certainly abnormal.
Maikas still a middle school student
For her to share a sex partner with other womenits crazy.
SenseiWhat should I do then?
I ask Sensei once again.
AnywayYou must not disturb Maika-sans sense of fear from sex
Sensei answers.
Thats why you have to rape her again
Eh?
Rape her again and againRepeat it endlessly until it becomes pleasurable for Maika-san. That can be misled into thinking that its a form of love!
Wait
Wait a moment
If this continues, Maika-san will never seek sex from youYou do understand that dont you?
Yes
Its not just youEven if Maika-san gets a lover in the future, she will still refuse sex, I think. Maika-san will never allow anyone to have her body. Shell fear sex from the trauma of her first experienceand ultimately, shell hate sex. Shell suffer from complete androphobia!
Thats.
Thats whyYou have to continue wishing for her by force
I cant do anything but to continue violating Maika?
You made girls wish for you on the second time, didnt youEven if it was Misuzu-san or Katsuko
Yes
Yoshida-kunYou never seek the woman yourself
Sorry
Why?
I thought that a man like me would be hated by everyone
You dont want to be hated by women do you?
Or ratherI think that all of the woman in the world hate me. I still think that even now. Hearing Senseis talkUnderstanding that Misuzu and Maika actually just force itI thought as expected. Its strange that Im popular!
I think.
ButIt would be troubling if Maika-san doesnt want to have sex with me!
Are you ready to be hated?
Sensei smiles wryly
IdiotRape Maika-san a lot and become liked. Make her fall for you!
Thats impossible
ThenDo you intend to abandon Maika-san as she is?!
Sensei presses me!
Theres no way I can abandon her!
ThenRape Maika-san a lot until she falls in love with you!
I
Sensei breathes deeply then says
Yoshida-kun, do you know the photographer named Lee Miller?
Lee Miller?
I dont
Sensei laughs.
RightTheres no way you would
Then dont ask!
Shes more famous as Man Rays lover than a photographer. Of course you dont know the artist named Man Ray either, right?
No
Lee Miller you see was a very beautiful woman. At that time, the multi millionaire Egyptian who had the titled most beautiful woman in the world had divorced her because he fell in love with Lee Miller
Hee
The divorced wife committed suicideThats how beautiful she was
Haa
I cant imagine it.
Man Ray took photos of Lee Millers figure at night. Naked upper body, a rope pulling the neck, a poison prepared, and a piston in one hand It was a humorous photograph but theres live ammunition in the pistol included. Man Rays Assistant was scared as the trigger might be pulled
Whats the relation of that person to Maika?
Lee Miller was of course beautiful since childhoodso beautiful that she was raped when she was 8!
Eh?
Butan 8 year old girl would just agree to anything dont you think?
Yes.
Of courseHer rape experience caused a deep trauma in her. Therefore, the adults around her couldnt tell her that sexual desire and love are different!
That means?
The feeling of love and the feeling of wanting sex are differentShe was brought up given that idea. ButShe grew up as a woman wild at sex. It cant be helpedLoving someone and wanting to have sex with someone is different. Even if she has a lover, she sleeps with other men she wants to have sex with easily
She was raised in such a manner so it cant be helped that it has become like that.
In the endShe broke up with Man Ray and with the Egyptian MillionareShe changed one man after another. She settled down middle agedwhen her beauty declined. In the end, she remarried with an artist of surrealism butit seems that she didnt like that person that much. They werent divorced because they had a son born
Sensei says.
Its not just Lee Miller. Theres a lot of women who have their life controlled by their first sex experience thats instilled in them. Im the same
Yuzuki-sensei
I became a prostitute when I was 12. Of course I never had a boy I loved back thenraped, everyday, taking care of guestsmen, sex, those things convinced me. I hate everyone
Sensei looks at the distance.
You seepeople are really weak. As long as they have alliesThey can survive the situation somehow. Youll think that youre not alone in this situation after all. Prostitutes encourage each other then hope to live somehowThose days
Sensei looks at the wine in the glass.
Megumis mother, Keiko-san, you seeI was able to become a decent person because of her
Megumis mother?
Keiko-san was deceived by Shirasaka Sousuke when she was 19 and was confined here. Then she gave birth to Megumiand was thrown into prostitution. Keiko-san had a lover
Thats
Keiko-san always talked about her lover to us. I understood that Keiko-san really loved that person. In addition, after knowing how kind Keiko-sans lover waswe were taught that theres such love outside this mansion! We took Keiko-sans love story as our own and listened. This mansion was hell butThe outside world was wonderful. We saw that theres a kind of relationship between a man and woman thats not bought by money. ThereforeI think that I wasnt twisted by my grudge
Sensei drinks up the wine in the glass.
She gulps it down her throat.
Then theres Maika-sanconvince her that a man has to have sex with the woman he likes. You raped Maika-san because you loved her so much you couldnt help it. AlsoNormal men will never do it butYoshida-kun loves Maika-san more than anyone else so you had no choice but to do it! Let her body remember it. Restrain Maika-san. Violate Maika-san every time she talks about other boys. Declare that she cant have sex with any man other than you!
Senseis words stick in me.
Is that okay?
It cant be helpedYou already raped Maika-san. Do it thoroughly. Rape is your expression of loveConvince her that your love for Maika-san wont compare to other men
Were fooling her?
Thats right, continue to deceive her for the rest of your life! Fool and deceive her and if it goes throughShell be convinced that todays rape was a result of too much love.1 Change her fright into beautiful memories!
But
What if Maika has someone she likes?!
I must back away.
Yoshida-kun! Why are you looking at Maika-san from below?!
Senseis angry.
Youre the person concerned! Even if you lie to her or anythingMaika-sans already one of your lovers!
I know that!
No, you dont! Isnt it your mission to fight the manwho appears as a rival in love for Maika-san?!
My mission?
Isnt that obvious?! You like Maika-san so much that you forcibly raped her and made her your Woman! You must not just easily back down on whoever appears! Fight with all your power! Get ready to not hand her over to any other men even if you die!
Thats right.
It is as Sensei said.
Thats something I must do.
In the first placeyour relationship with Maika-san cant just have some strong opponent who can kidnap Maika-san from the side, or else Maika-san will never be happy! Blow away those novice menI order you!
Sensei.
Yes, Understood!
I answer.
Im telling youIts the same for other girls. Katsuko, Nagisa, Megumi, and Misuzu-sanLove them to death. Think that you should never hand them over to other men. Those girls wont be with a Manwithout that spirit!
Yes, Im ready
Sensei smiles.
Yoshida-kun, you cannot easily die now
Right.
I have to make them happy.
Live with all your effortNot for your sake but for those girls
Yeah
I have to live for those girls.
But
UhmSensei, what about Nei-san?2
Why did Nei-sans name not come up?
Neis okay for nowYou dont have to think of Nei as your Womanuntil shes ready to give her virginity to you
Sensei speaks coldly.
ButI also treasure Nei-san
Sensei glares at me
You have to differentiate! You have to give priority to the Womenyou have right now dont you? If not, it will be rude for them!
Certainly, it might be so
But
Im not telling you to abandon Nei butyou need to identify who you should prioritize. Decide it right now
Sensei urges me for a decision.
ListenYoure on a boat with everyone and that boat is sinking. You have to decide whos going to be picked up by the rescue boat in order. Katsuko, Nagisa, Nei, Megumi, Misuzu-san, Maika-sanDecide on your priorities
Thats
If I was Yosihda-kunI would make the order of Misuzu-san, Megumi, Nagisa, Nei, Katsuko, and Maika-san
Sensei says.
Misuzu-san is Kouzuki-samas grandchild so Ill help her first. Next would be Megumi. Shes my treasure. Next is Nagisa. She has to get on as theres also Mao. Neis next. Katsuko is after her. Maika-san will be the last one!
Sensei doesnt like Maika?
What about you? Answer right now!
If it was me
The youngest, Maika would go first. Next is Megumi, then Misuzu. After that, Nei-san. Nagisa-sanThough Im sorry, Katsuko-nee would be the last
YeahI think that should be.
Yoshida-kuns evaluation of Nei is too high
Senseis a bit surprised.
Because, isnt Nei-san Beautiful?
I reply.
WellTheres that part where you still havent had sex with Nei. Put Nei for last. Neis the most postponed
Thats
Yoshida-kunYou do know that men arent skillful dont you?
Sensei says in a slightly ridiculous tone.
I do
You should give priority to those you want to help first. Neis okay to be put off for laterMargo and I are with her
Right.
Nei-san doesnt need my help in particular.
AnywayPrioritize those who are already your Woman Okay?!
Sensei strongly orders me.
Yes, understood
I couldnt answer but that.
But, I feel relievedYoshida-kun understands it
What?
The order Yoshida-kun just said is the same as the order of the girls who dont trust Yoshida-kun yet!
Eeeeh?
In short.
Maika doesnt trust me that much?
I know that
ButIs Megumi the same?
Do you remember what Megumi said recently?
Err
Shes always saying I want you to violate meor Sex Slavedoesnt she?
Senseis watching properly.
Dont you think thats the similar reaction to Misuzu before she completely trusted you?
I see.
Her fear of sex is strong so shes saying that she wants to be violated by force.
Her trust in me is still thin soShe says shes okay with being a Sex Slaveoppositely.
Megumis words are all turned upside down!
You got it. Please be careful with Megumi. Shes been overdoing it since earlier this morning
She declared to her senpais in club that shell bear my child.
Megumis cornering herself on purpose.
The fear of realitymakes her run in a strange direction. You know that Shirasaka Sousuke plans to turn Megumi into a prostitute dont you?
Yes
I was able to prevent it somehow butWe need to pull her from the Yamamine house for that sake. We cant trouble Yamamine-san after all
Yamamine house is indebted with Shirasaka house
Right nowShes under considerable stress. Among them, she gave her virginity to you and left all of the decision making over her life to you
Megumi
ButThat doesnt mean she loves you from the bottom of her heart. You were just there by chancethats why Megumi wanted you. Megumis a kind girl so she threw herself to Yoshida-kun because her body is wanted
ThusMegumi gave her virginity to me
The present doesnt matterThe problem is the future
Sensei looks at me
Ill ask of youtake care of Megumi. Truly love her. Dont make her regret that she gave her virginity to you!
I
Yes, understood
I take Senseis words heavily
Its not just Megumi thoughKatsuko, NagisaNei and Margo tooDont disappoint them. Everyone believes in Yoshida-kun!
Before I noticed.
I made bonds with various people.
If those people believe in me
I must not betray them!
AnywayCherish those children. Theres no turning back !
Sensei tells me.
Got itIll do my best
AnywayI have to do my best.
Theres nothing left.
Going back to our topicIts a courtesy for a man like you to wish for sex with your own Woman Its not just for Maika-santhe other girls too
Misuzu, Megumi, Katsuko-nee and Nagisa-san too
Women will feel happy if you ask for sex yourself You dont understand that feeling do you?
I dont understand it at all.
I really didnt think about them.
In the endI just protected myself.
To prevent them from hating me
I never noticed what those women want from me.
I think that its troublesome but its something you have done so take complete responsibility
Senseis words make my back shiver.
Ill do my best!
Sensei smiles at me.
AnywayMaika-sans first. Youre going to rape her by this evening. While everyones watching. After thatMaika will meet Megumi
Megumi?
Making her meet Magumi and letting her be aware that both of them are Yoshida-kuns Woman well finish with this for today. This kind of recovery wont work if time passes by Maika-san will go to Ikeda clinic after this. Thats why, have sex with her even if she complains about the pain. Ejaculate inside Maika-sans womb okay?
Sensei says
YesUnderstood
Apart from MegumiIm honestly surprised Senseis thinking this much about Maika.
Then, were going to have Maika-san stay here today. Someone else will be with you two and shell sleep in the same bed as you tonight . It will be dangerous for her to return home today. Once shes left alone, the rape will flash back to her.
Maika cannot be alone.
The fear will be reproduced and Maika-san will establish the recognition that its an unpleasant memory. Once that happens, she can no longer recoverThats why you will be with her all the time tonight. Dont ever leave her. Dont even let her go alone to the restroom
I have to be with Maika the whole night.
I cant let her go alone in the bathroom.
Embrace Maika-san and sleep tonight. Then, wake her up calmly while still embracing her tomorrow Then, I think most of her fear towards you will disappear
Yuzuki-sensei
Sensei, why are you thinking that far for Maika?
Even though shes the lowest on Senseis priorities earlier?
Sensei makes an unpleasant face.
I dont care whatever happens to her
Eh?
Maika-sans Shirasakas daughterActually, I want to sell her to a foreign brothel
S-Sensei?
Then why?
Im thinking for your sake! So that you wont feel unhappy!
Y-Yuzuki-sensei?
Im a high school teacher but Ive never done anything teacher-like. I just registered there as a talent scout for KuromoriI was never a homeroom teacher once these five years. Im not an adviser for any clubs either. I go around being an English teacher just to look for girls becoming candidates
Sensei smiles.
I want to become teacher-like for Yoshida-kun. I want to teach you as my final actthen resign as a teacher
Sensei became a teacher for Kuromori
If her revenge against Shirasaka Sousuke endsKuromori will be completely closed.
Yuzuki-sensei doesnt need to remain a teacher anymore
Ill tell you my priority order right now!
Sensei says with a soft smile.
In my caseYoshida-kun, Agnes, Megumi, Nei, Katsuko, Yukiyo, Nagisa, Margo, Misuzu-san, and Maika
Sensei
I want to be trusted by Yoshida-kun more. Im most worried about you!
Yuzuki-sensei says.
Youre my final student
Coming back to the dining roomEveryones still talking.
When its just between girls, theyre noisy.
Oooh! Yo-chan! How was it? What did Sensei tell you?
Nei-san asks me.
Though she drank plenty of wine, shes not blushing at all.
Nei-sanare you strong at drinking?
I can put Nei-san for later so I have to love Maika and Misuzu the most!
I answer honestly!
Whats that?! Sensei you meanie!
Nei-san is in bad temper
As expected of Yuzuki-sama! She knows it well!
Misuzu comes to me.
Weve been permitted by Yuzuki-sama so, Maika-san, lets get loved a lot!
Misuzu tells Maika, but
Y-Yes
Maika got tense from the word Loved
Misuzu?
Yes? Danna-sama?
I embrace and kiss Misuzu.
After that, I massage her naked ass under her skirt.
W-What are you doing?!
Misuzu trembles in surprise.
Doing what Sensei told me. If I really love you, then I must not hold back
I tell Maika and Misuzu.
I really like Misuzu so I will touch Misuzu, kissand have sex with Misuzu. I was told to demand more by myself!
Maikas frightened by my words.
ThenMisuzu smiled.
Shes secretly surprised
Misuzus internal unrestwhen I heard Senseis explanation, I understood it.
Though its not scary for her to lean by herselfMisuzus not used to being wanted by me.
Shes feeling fear from a mans desires.
Thats right, as expected of Ojou-sama! Its been too much of girls wanting you until now. I think its okay to be more aggressive!
Katsuko-nee tells me.
Katsuko-nee
I want Katsuko-nees lips
I kiss Katsuko-nee.
MisuzuLet me touch your ass more. I like the feeling of Misuzus ass
When I said Like, Misuzus perplexed face turned bright instantly.
Do you really like Misuzus ass?!
Thats right. Im saying that I love it
Misuzu jumps into my arms!
Im glad! Please touch it!
Misuzu doesnt break her posture of giving herself to me until the end.
WellTheres no helping that for now.
My current target is Maika
Ill hold Maika with Misuzu as a base
Ill rape her once again!
1. Will kill you~
2. EN: what ABOUT Nei san?~