Chapter 199
Im weak arent I?
Megu said looking down
The two of us head to the school building
The other first years from the track and field are taking a distance from us.
Until quite recentlyI thought that I would be made prostitute through Shirasaka-sans order I thought that I have to give up my high school days!
Right.
Shirasaka Sousuke leftKuromoriand was about to set up his own prostitution ring.
Thenhe planned to make Megu one of his prostitutes
When Golden Week was overMegu was supposed to be taken away from Yamamine house.
And yetI met Yoshi-kun, met Minaho-san againI felt happy that I got my emotions loosenedIm no good
Megu
I myself know itIm relying on Yoshi-kun too much. Yoshi-kun is by my side so I can still head to the classroom now. Actuallymy heart is throbbing
Everyone in the class knows that Megu is Yukinos relative.
Shirasaka Sousukes blood relative.
What should I do?I might become a girl that cant live without Yoshi-kun!
Megu holds my hand tightly.
I
Its fineIll protect you. Ill beat up those who say anything strange about Megu!
ButMegu
Dont do thatYoshi-kun, thats not the case!
Megus sorrowed eyes look at me
Then that would just make me useless
Megu?
I dont want to be protected by Yoshi-kun. I didnt like Yoshi-kun from that!
What do you mean?
I want to be the girl that stands beside Yoshi-kun. When I heard about Yoshi-kuns story at the mansionI thought I want to stay by Yoshi-kuns side. And yet!
Megu looks down again.
Before I noticed, Ive been depending on Yoshi-kunrelying on Minaho-sanIve been relying on my Yamamine parentseveryone in the cluband captain Takeshiba I shiver from my own weak self right nowwhat a miserable girl I am!
Megus hand is trembling.
I really get fed up with my own self. During the club activities, my head calmed down and I felt startled. Ever since yesterdayIve been relying too much on Yoshi-kun
Right now, yesterday is in Megus head
Especially, she remembers the sex we had this early morning.
Megu was strange for certain.
She was drowning with her sex with me.
All of this are just to escape the reality that shes a daughter of Shirasaka Sousuke!
I want to become stronger
Megu mutters.
I
What should I say at these times?
To this girl.
This treasuredwoman
I thought of this but
Words spill out of my mouth by themselves.
Getting strongisnt that troublesome for the body? You have to work hard and spend time training!
What am I saying?
Butin case of your mind. To strengthen your mind
What should I do?
Megu looks at me.
You just need courage
I beat my chest.
As long as you have courage then you should be able to overcome most thingsyour mind can be stronger with just courage alone
Un
Megu pats her own chest.
Youre rightits courage
Im glad.
Megus expression calmed down.
Also Ive been thinking about this since long ago. No matter how painful something isitll end someday
Eh?
I also experienced various things but I managed somehow. No matter what hardships, sorrowtheres definitely a time where it would end. Everything will pass away. The night will surely come!
Megu laughs.
Yoshi-kunisnt thatthe morning will surely come?
I
I hate mornings. Another harsh day would begin again. Im always waiting for the night time. At nightI can lie down on that sofa in the dark room and I can be alone At that time, I was always waiting for thenighteveryday!
When I returned from my dorm life in middle school.
My parents divorced before I noticed
My father disappeared
My gentle grandma died long ago
Ive always been alone in that house.
The darkness at night was my only refugee.
If I sleep I forget everything
Ive been enduring until night came, every day, until last week
Even though its just a while ago
I completely forgot about it
Im also no good.
Ive been depending on everyone. Everyone has been together with me so it has become natural before I knew itI completely depended on everyone. Its not just Megu. Im also miserable
UnI must not forget the loneliness in that darkness.1
I must not forget my gratitude to Minaho-neesan for scooping me out of there.
Those by my sideeveryone inKuromoritoo
Yoshi-kun, youre not depending at allbecause, Yoshi-kuns been doing his best. You always do your best for all of our sake!
Megu grabs my arm.
She leans her body
Alsowell
I answer.
Everyone has expectations on me so I have to do my best. I want to be useful to everyone
Yoshi-kun?
Ive always been an unwanted child
Unwanted?
Unfor my parents, I was achildbirth regret
I was born so my parents cant divorce
For the sake of appearances.
Thereforeafter grandma died, Ive lived carefully so that my parents wont see me
I hold my breath.
ThereforeIm glad. Minaho-neesan gives me instructionsI can do something for Megu and Mana. RecentlyI understand Katsuko-nees feelings
Katsuko-neesan?
UnKatsuko-nee makes delicious meals for usI think shes happy that she affects people like that. I think its very blissful to see someone who eats your bread and show a face that itsdelicious
Relationship with othersgives an effect
As long as the effect is positive towards the other
Then theres nothing happier than that
Even I am the sameMegu, Misuzu, Manasometimes Nei-san toowhen you show a gloomy or afraid facewhen I touch youthen make your heart calm even a bit, it makes me happy
What about Katsuko-neesan and Nagisa-neesan?
Those two are adults so they will be the one to come when they really needed me
Thats whyIm not that worried.
When they really feel uneasy, then they will send an SOS signal properly. I understand that they will
Right. Katsuko-neesan and Nagisa-neesan are adults
Megu looks down again.
Yoshi-kun, sorry
Megu?
I was very childish
Thenshe looks at me.
I never thought about Yoshi-kun at all! Ive been looking at myself all this timesorry!
W-What are you saying?
I dont know why Megus apologizing at all.
Even though I promised to be a good wife!
I clench Megus hand.
Lets just take it easylets grow up little by little, every day. I will do so too
Yoshi-kun
I dont know a lot about people other than meI wont notice it. No, I dont understand even myself, when it comes to it, I dont understand at all!
That is the sort of feeling I have.
I was alone every night in that darkness
There was only myself there
I dont understand the situation around myself.
I want to know about Megu more. Misuzu, Mana, Nei-sanKatsuko-nee, Nagisa tooMargo-san and Minaho-neesanand even Michi!
Yoshi-kun?
II think that I dont understand everyone at all
Thats not true.
No, that is. Because, I discover something new everyday. When I see what its in the mind that Ive never seen until nowOh, I didnt understandI reflect myself multiple times!
Perhapshuman heart is a polyhedron.
When you look at it from the side its squarewhen you look from above then its round.
Butit doesnt contradict itself.
It certainly exists as onehuman heart
Thereforeyou have to look at it from various angles.
I know everything about that oneorI know allat he moment you think of that, you feel youre going to fall to a pitfall Thereforeyou must not stop making effort to know
Yoshi-kun
Thenwhen you think that you understand the otheryou must get to the core of itwith courage
I knock my chest.
ThereforeI wont stop making efforts to understand Megu
Megu
At firstthe kind and trustworthy class chairman in front of me.
ButI found the sadness and sorrow concealed deep in her heart
And yet, Megu who scolds the unstable Mana severely is also her.
On the other handthe weak Megu who depends on me is also Megu.
Megu doesnt have a perverted constitution like Yukino.
Sex for Megu is to monopolize me, to escape from realitya defense mechanism of her mind.
Even now
The various sides of MeguI see it bit by bit
I understand Megu bit by bit
ButI think Yoshi-kun will hate me if he comes to know me. Im a girl with a dirty heart
Thats not true
I immediately denied it
The more I understand about Megu the more Ill come to like you
Thats rightI
Thats why I will get to the core of Megu a gain and again. With courage. I want to really understand Megu!
Megu and I look at each other.,
Megus eyes reflects my face.
UnI
Im having a refreshed face
Theres no hesitation in my mind
Yoshi-kunI love you
Megu mutters.
Thank youits my first time to understand the meaning ofI love you!
Megu?
I will also make an effort to know about Yoshi-kun. Ill make an effort throughout my life. Have courage to get to the core!
Megu brings her face to my chest
I love youI really do, Yoshi-kun!
Entering the school buildingthere are those who whisper when they see Megu.
As expectedits exposed that Megus a relative of Shirasaka family.
But stillthere are no students at the entrance who came to speak with us.
They just look from the distance.
But stillits not pleasant that they cast a rude gaze on other people.
Yoshi-kunlets go
Megu pulls my hand.
Ill be fine
Un
The two of us walk in the corridor dignified and head to the classroom
But
Theres a crowd of people before our classroom.
Oh, its them
Eh, thats Shirasakas daughter
No, just a relative
I seethey heard that theres a daughter of Shirasaka Sousuke in this classroom
The spectators gathered from the school
But still, thats amazingits multiple rape in Australia isnt it?
Hes a national disgrace
Rather than that, I heard that hes a genojin eater
Somehow, its said that he did it with a certain idol unit
48 of them?
Noit was all members wasnt it?
Indeed a sex monster
The girl that was kidnapped and killed, so pitiful
Even though she was so smallshe cant meet her mother can she?
Thats horrible
Or rather, the fire yesterday was amazing isnt it?they did that to destroy the evidence, right?!
As expected of Shirasaka Group
Id like Sakamori to quit as the owner of the baseball team. His relative is a criminal
Hell resign you know?That press conference was a huge failure isnt it?
Or ratherisnt Shirasaka houses newspaper and tv station in a bad spot?
Yeahthat ones strange too. Theyve been defending Shirasaka Sousuke all the time
It seems that there are some protests in front of the television station
Right right, the talents who were protecting Shirasaka Souskje in their program are listed over the internet
Isnt thatviolation of privacy?are they idiots?
UnShirasaka family vs the world
I saw it on the net tooa talent is protecting him, theyre mostly from the same office
Is that also connected to Shirasaka?
Idiot, Shirasaka Sousuke himself is the director of an advertising agencytheres no way its not
The darkness of the mass media and advertising agency should be revealed!
Minaho-neesansrevengedevice is amazing.
She divide the time and expose Shirasaka Sousukes evildoings from various aspectsits filled with momentum now.
Ever since last night, the faces of the man named Shirasaka Sousuke is revealed one by one
There are some who are interested in the case in Australia
There are some who are reacting only to the entertainment world scandal.
There are some who are strongly interested in the kidnapping and murder of a girl
Its only people who have antipathy and criticism against the nameShirasaka house
But
As a result, everyones interested in news.
The image ofsex criminal, Shirasaka Sousukeis penetrating at a national level
Sorry, please let us through
I push aside the spectators and enter the classroom with Megu.
Hmm, she doesnt look like Shirasaka Sousuke from the TV
Isnt that obvious? Shes just a relative
Butdont you think shes cute?
Or rather, whats with the man sticking to her?
Wellcould it be that hes her boyfriend?
Oh, the spectators are noisy
G-Good morning
As soon as we enter the classroomthe classmates gazes gathered to us.
The bell is about to come
Most of the students are gathered already.
Everyone of them doesnt greet Megu.
HeyMegu
I try to protect Megu and take her to her seat
Then
Hey heyYamamine-san
One of the delinquent schoolgirl talks to Megu with a scornful look.
What?
Meguturned to that girl while feeling nervous.
Could it be that you were also raped by Shirasaka Sousuke?!
The spectators outside the classroom rushes up!
Theres no way thats the case
Megu answered with a sad face.
Well lookaccording to the TV report, Shirasaka Sousuke is a lolicon isnt he? Then I just thought that Yamamine-san whos a relative was also attacked?
Thats rightYamamine-san, are you a virgin?!
The delinquent got cocky and the others spoke horribly towards Megu.
I
Megu was virgin until she did it with me!
I told the delinquents clearly.
The spectators make noise again.
W-What the hell!?
Those two had sex?!
The delinquents still clings.
Could it be that youre just being fooled by Yamamine-san? Its easy to pretend to be a virgin so its easy to fool naive boys!
Yoshida, werent you a virgin too?
The two delinquents are laughing.
SadlyMegus my fifth
The delinquents laughter stops
Or ratherthe whole classroom and even the spectators on the hallway turned silent.
When I took Megus virginity, I saw her hymen properlytheres even blood too. I was really glad
When it comes to thisI have no choice but to say it clearly.
Megus my woman! Just because shes Shirasaka Sousukes relative, Megu herself has nothing to do with it! Stop bullshiting me you all!
The anger bursts out from inside me!
So Im a human that explodes from emotion this much.
Ill beat up those who speak badly about Megu!
The delinquents
Though theyre scaredthey speak to me.
Heeso you two fucked already
R-Righttheyreengagedso isnt that obvious that they will?
Rightas expected, shes got a nympho blood!
These bitches!
At the moment I tried to hit that girl!
Megu slapped that girl!
Dont misjudge me!
Megu
I will bear this mans childits impossible now but in the future. I will marry him and become happy. Thats why wereengaged
Megus words are powerful
We have sexI want to serve him. I will do anything that pleases himhes my husband!
The girl that was slapped speaks.
Whatengagementyoure in high school! Saying that hes your husband, are you an idiot?!
Megu wont lose.
Even a high school student can decide with their lives already. I will live with him for my lifetime. Thats what I decided. I swore. You dont know my vow but were connected. Im happy!
Megu!
There are people who become professional athletes at their first year in high school. There are a lot of people who chose their own lives. I chose to marry him! My heart isalready Yoshida Megumi!
Megu declared strongly.
I
What you think doesnt matter. If you want to laugh then do it. But, I will protect MEgu. I will protect myfamilyfor the rest of my life. Thats what I decided!
Inside the classroom that fell silent
One boy stands up
That is Tanaka.
Hes my classmate with a big-bro personality.
Could you tell me one thing?
Tanaka speaks out in a loud voice so the spectators outside could hear.
Just how much of a relative is Shirasaka Sousukes houseand Yamamine-sans house?
I
Meguthe relationship of Shirasaka house and Yamamine house?!
I asked on purpose.
If its Shiraska Sousuke and Meguthen hes a blood related father and daughter
If its Shirasaka house and Yamamine house
The second wife of the founder of the newspaper company from Shirasaka family married Yamamine housethats the relationship
Shirasaka newspaper company is developed after war.
That history isnt so old.
The founders second wife?Thats the only relationship? Is there anyone else from Yamamine family who married into Shirasaka?
Tanaka asks on purpose.
NoneThe people in Shiraska house today are all the ex-wives children. The second wife from Yamamine house didnt have children
Megu answered.
Even if were called relativeswere not that close. They take care of the employment butpeople from Shirasaka house never let anyone from Yamamine join their newspaper company
Tanaka speaks in a loud voice.
Whaat!! Then, thats meaningless! Isnt Yamamine-san totally unrelated!
Tanakas voice spreads to the classroom and the corridor.
UhmI
One girl in the class opened her mouth.
Ive been in with Megumi-chan in middle schoolIve gone to play Megumi-chans house a long time ago
That girl speaks while looking down.
Megumi-chans house is a sorryragged house It cant be compared to the Shirasaka house that was on screen last nightthey seem to be poor
Thepoorexpression dissolves the air in the classroom.
Thats right, Yamamine-sans poor! Thats whyshe wants to marry Yoshida sooner and build a happy family with the two of themthats why shesengagedwith Yoshida! Shes a poor and a girl who experienced hardships so it cant be helped
Tanaka speaks absurd things selfishly.
Buteveryone got convinced by that remark
I seeYamamine-san, so thats the case
Speaking of whichYoshidas working part-time
Or rather, Yoshida-kun looks very poor too!
When you go out with a poor oneits normal that youd want to marry?
But, do contraceptionpoor and getting many children is the worst pattern
Yoshida-kuns doing his best, doesnt he?
Err
Is this okay?
The image of us beingpooris totally stuck with us but
Speaking of whichYamamine-san is Shirasaka-sans relative butshe was never called to Shirasaka house to eat a meal
Yesthats right
Megu answered.
Err
Trueshe havent eaten in Yukinos house
We had sex though
Or ratherthe matter with Shirasaka Sousuke in the TV is completely unrelated to Yamamine-san. Everyone, you can go back now!
Tanakaends the talk.
SorryYamamine-san
Righttheres no way Yamamine-sans related to such a bad family right?
I will explain to the people in the club too
Unwere the one who knows what kind of person Yamamine-chan is
When it comes to thisMegu whos usually kind to everyone
The schoolgirls accepted her easily.
The delinquents are still in bad mood, but
Megus accepted by the other girls, theyre not stupid enough to cross that
I feel a bit relieved.
Thats rightYamamine-san is different from Shirasaka-san!
Hearing that girls wordI got startled.
Even Megus relatives attracted this much attention
Then.
Shirasaka Sousukes true daughter
What will happen if Yukino comes here?
Speaking of whichShirasaka-sans not here yet?
Theres no way shell comeher fathers a criminal you know?
Rightnormally you wont come
Thats when
Hey, she came!
A voice comes from the corridor
Eh, her?!
Somehow, isnt she plain?
The spectators said.
Yukinos plain?
The bells about to ring. Go back to your classrooms
Minaho-neesans voice?
Heylet us through!
Minaho-neesan appears from the spectators.
Behind her is Yukino
Yukino is
1. Well, youve got Megu