Chapter 184
Nei-san
I just throw the words that pop in my head to Nei-san.
I think theres nobody in the world who must not become happy!
Err
Nei-sanyou decide by yourself thatyou can not become happybut thats not true in realitybecause
Eeijust say it!
Ill surely make Nei-san happy! Im an idiot so I dont know how to make Nei-san happy right now butbut, Ill think about it desperately! Ill test out everything! Ill devote myself for it!
Yo-chan?!
Of courseI think itll take a lot of time. Thereforegiver me some time. For the time beingten years. No, twenty yearsif I cant do it in twenty years then make it my lifetime. Ill make you happy even if it takes a lifetimethats why!
Nei-sans tears shine in the dim room.
Shes looking at me.
Fufu, Yoshida-kun, is that a proposal?
Margo-san said with a wry smile.
Its not! Its not something that not-serious!!
I!
My myproposals are serious you know!
Margo-san said.
Wellthats true but thats not it! Its not that I want to marry Nei-san or even make her my lover! I just want to make her happy! I dont mind even if Nei-san marries a man other than me. But, I just want Nei-san to be smiling and be happy!
My head is in a mess.
After listening to Nei-sans very sad story
II dont understand happiness. How do you make people happy? What can I do to make people happy? I dont know. IWhat should I do?
Nei-san holds my hand.
Thank you, Yo-chan. Those words are enough for me!
Nei-san looks at me while shedding scalding tears!
No! Thats not it! Isnt this just words?! What I want is to make you happy from the bottom of your heart!
Im happy. Yo-chan is saying that for me
No no noI havent done anything yet! I will do it from now on! Ill do my best! I dont know what to do or what to work hard on butIll desperately work hard for it!
Miserable.
Frustrating
I dont know what to do at all
But, I knew
Right now, I
I cant heal the sadness in Nei-sans heart from the loss of Kei-san
Dammit!
Yo-chan, that is good enough for me now
Nei-san looks down and said.
No.
Thats not the case!
Nei. Could you stop depending on your brother?
Minaho-neesans voice comes from a high place.
Minaho-neesan is going down the stairs from the principals office.
Sensei, what do you mean by that?
Nei-san looks up at Minaho-neesan and asked.
Nei, how old are you this year?
Eighteen
Nei-san answered.
You were the youngest ofKuromorithree years ago. Yukiyo joined in after that butboth of you were on the same age but you dont mingle that much. Agnes is a concealed existence
Minaho-neesan speaks while going down the stairs slowly.
Butits different now. Right nowyoure anElder sister!
Nei-sans surprised.
Werent you the one who said that you want to start theSisters Association?
Thats rightNei-san was the one who proposedSisters Association
Yes, Sensei
You have always wanted to be the elder sister figure, right?
Minaho-neesan smiles at Nei-san.
UnI think soI
Minaho-neesan looks at Megu and Mana whos sleeping
Is Megumi and Mana not cute?
I think theyre cute
What about Misuzu?
I think shes cute
Then what do you think about Yoshida-kun?
Hes unbearably cute!
Nei-san shouted with a serious look
Thenstop saying thatI cant become happy Thelittle sisters and brotherwould be worried if theirelder sistersaid that, right?
I
If you want to be theOnee-santhen strengthen yourself!
Nei-sans eyes have large tears spilling
Yes, Sensei
Minaho-neesan looks at me.
Yoshida-kunNeis misunderstanding it a bit
Misunderstanding?
Neis definitely the elder sister among the twins butNeis feeling ofI have to be the elder sisteris strong Buttwins are special arent they? In the endeven theyre in the same age, Kei-kun was the man Actually, she has lived as ayounger sisterfor longprotected by Kei-kun!
I seeeven in Nei-sans story earlier
Kei-san, as one of the twin siblingas a manhe protected Nei-san. He didnt have the inferiority complex just because he was theyounger brother
Nei-san has the inferiority complex ofI have to become the Elder sisterbut, Nei-san herself who has that complex has always been protected by someone all the time.
Even nowNeis being pampered by Yoshida-kun whos much younger than her. If you really want to become Yoshida-kunsOnee-santhen shouldnt you take the initiative and act to make Yoshida-kun happy
Nei-san
YesI think so too. Im a weak girl. I was wrong!
Her tears spill down
Do you think theOnee-sanwho thinksI can never be happycan make her brotherhappy?
I dont think so
Thenrunning away from Yoshida-kun this late wont be allowed. Theres nobody else who loves you as much as this boy!
Yes
Nei-san
My Nei-san
MargoIll take over the monitoring. Take a shower with Nei
Minaho-neesan told Margo-san.
This girl cries too much that her face turned horriblehelp her out
Roger, Minaho
Margo-san stand up from her seat and goes to Nei-san.
NowMargo-oneesan will be taking care of you!
Maru-chan
Im NeisOnee-sanafter allits okay to get spoiled by me as much as you want!
Uwaaaaaaaaa!
Nei-san clings to Margo-san then cries.
HmmIll listen to you in the shower roomokay?
Margo-san turned to me
Dont worry about herIve been herOnee-sanfor three years already!
She smiled and said
Thenthe two disappeared in the shower room
Not convinced, Yoshida-kun?
Minaho-neesan takes a seat in the monitor room then asks me.
No
I
Either wayI dont have the strength to help Nei-san.
Im just a kid.
Im not an adult like Minaho-neesan nor Margo-san
Dammit
Dont make that kind of facestop trying to bear everything yourself. Werefamilyarent we?
Eh?!
Minaho-neesan?!
Youve got elder sisters you can talk to easilyon the other side, there are some that cant be solved by the young ones. Thats whatfamilyis, isnt it?
Minaho-neesan just checks the monitor, shes not looking at me.
SorryI dont get that
I dont have any brothers
I dont have any experience on family mingling either
Oh rightthen make it easy to understandKatsuko!
Minaho-neesan called Katsuko-nees name lightly!
Yes, Ojou-sama!
Katsuko-nee who should be sleeping raises her body.
Yousince when you were awake?
Since the startI was worried what will Nei-sama tell him
Eh?
Katsuko-nee has always been awake?
Butwhy did you pretend to be asleep?
It doesnt matter if shes awake and participated in the talk.
Well you seeI thought that it would be better for Nei-sama to talk in that situation when Im asleep!
Katsuko-nee?
Margo-sama would be enough for the role ofElder sisterMargo-sama and Nei-sama has been together in their past experience for a long time arent they? In this case, I thought that Nei-sama will be able to talk to the end without her feelings exploding because Margo-sama is here!
I see
Margo-san has seen Kei-sans death scene so Nei-san was able to talk about it calmly until the end.
When I wake up at that timeNei-sama will surely stop talking. In the endNei-sama wanted only you to listen to that story
only me?
You dont get it? Cesario Viola came to Japan for just Nei-samaits a situation where we had to confront them. We act and think that its natural to protect Nei-sama but Nei-sama herself is is in pain
Un
Thereforeshe told you onlywhy Viola was supposed to be chasing her
Whyjust me?
Isnt it okay to tell Megu or Mana?
She doesnt want to tell anyone her thoughts about her deceased brother but only you
About Kei-san?
Katsuko-nee smiled
You still dont understand it?It cant be helped. Youre a child who doesnt have a first love yet!
First love?
Nei-sama really likes you. Thereforeshe wanted you to know the sad memories hidden in the deepest part of her heart
Nei-san likes me?
No way
Thenwhat is my existence?
Michi makes a dumbfounded face.
Kudou-san, you were used as a pretext for the subject. Youre not a member ofKuromoriso even if you hear it, she thought itll be okay. Above all, youre a child that knows the underworld arent you? You have thetoleranceto listen to a scary story?
Minaho-neesan said.
I noticed from those words.
It wasnt only Katsuko-nee whos pretending to be asleep while listening to the story
Minaho-neesan has been listening up in the stairs all this time?
Thats right. If I appearthen Nei will stop talking. It was a very good chance this time so I made her talk until the end
Good chance?
Minaho-neesan laughs.
The shape of Neis words that has been accumulated for thee years would be okay. Letting out those words, her emotions to someone is very important Its really good that Yoshida-kun listenedwe cant free Neis heart after all
Why?
Margo and I were in that place. Theres no need for her to say anything newwe knew everything after all. Rather, if we talk about Keis death from our point of view, it would result to hurt Neis heart more
I see
Butshe doesnt tell anyone. Unable to say it is painful. Those strong emotions have been accumulating in Neis heart for a long timeso pitiable
Nei-san
Thereforeits fine for now. Nei was able to tell you her past. Thats fine for now. Even this is a great progress
Minaho-neesan said.
Anyway, remember thisNeis body may be an adult but shes childish. Yoshida-kun, Id like you to think that shes the youngest sister
Nei-sans a little sister.
Thats righteven in her relationship with Kei-san she has always been the younger sister, shes been treated as the younger sister in Kuromoriall this time. Neis feeling of being the little sister is deeply ingrained in her. Shes dependent just like Yoshida-kun and Megumi
RightNei-san has someone with her all the time.
Usually, Margo-san.
She has the aura ofhave to be protectedso it cant be helped.
True, Nei-san is our little sister.
It doesnt mean that you have to spoil her. The wound in her heart is too big because her brother has diedso take time to slowly heal it!
Minaho-neesan.
She never opened up her heart since the startshe got in good terms with Margo when they entered our schoolshe really takes some time
Minaho-neesan leaks out a sigh.
Itll be our task from now on to have Nei open up her heart to Yoshida-kun and everyone. Everyone, lets watch them over warmly
Everyone
Us, everyone.
Us, as the elder sistersKatsuko, Margo, And I have different standpoints to protect Nei. Our roles are different. Im her guide. Margos theintimate elder sisterKatsuko purposely takes a close distance with Nei therefore she becomes the one she can talk with if she cant consult Margo!
Minaho-neesan and others are on thesenior group
Each of them are aware of their own roles.
I see, thats why Nei-san calls Minaho-neesanSensei
The young ones should think of their own roles too. Or rathereveryone except Yoshida-kun seems to know it already!
Minaho-neesan?
Minaho-neesan looks towards Megu and Mana who were sleeping.
Ive changed my opinion about you. I formally welcome you as a member ofKuromoriMana-san
Mana?
Mana who shouldve been sleeping shows a V-sign with her hand
You were awake?
You are the child whos the mostlittle sister You were able to read the atmosphere at such times
I seeso she wont get in the way of Nei-sans talk
She has been pretending to sleep all this time!
Megumi tooThank you
Megu whos lying down doesnt move her body at all.
But, when Minaho-neesan said thatas expected, she opened her eyes.
Megu and Mana were being considerate to Nei-san.
Both of youmake it so you havent heard that story. Megumiyou dont want to hear Yoshida-kuns confession to Nei, do youthats why just continue to pretend to be asleep
Eh?!
Dont worry, Megumi. Yoshida-kuns definitely holding a deep affection to Nei butas he has said a while agoit is different from the usual romantic feelings
Minaho-neesan told Megu.
This person is really Neisfirst love Therefore Nei has become a supreme existence inside him. Its different from what he thinks about you and Misuzu. Yoshida-kuns emotion towards you is a proper romantic emotion!
What does that mean?
Megu gets up.
Shes really completely awake.
Yoshida-kun wont depend on Nei. Shes hisfirst loveso hes trying to show off, just like earlierhes making such a big promise he cant even do!
NoIm serious!
Minaho-neesan looks at me then smiles wryly.
Thats why Yoshida-kuns atrouble child!
I
Do you think that loving one-sidedly is a healthy relationship?
Thats
If you sayIll make you happy for a lifetimeit would make women happy butthats a proposalbut when you sayI dont mind if you marry a man other than myselfto be honest, it would trouble women!
Is that so
Yoshida-kun. Answer honestly, are you thinking the same on Megumi and others?
Eh?!
Megumi, Misuzu-san, Mana-san tooif a better man appears for them, are you willing to back away?
That is.
I have no other choice.
I think that I should do that.
Look at Megumi properly then be honest with your feelings!
I
I look at Megu
Megu looks at me worriedly.
Her long and narrow beautiful eyes.
Tall and slim body.
Shes definitely a beauty to everyones eyes.
I dont want to hand her over to anyone
Megu looks at me in surprise.
I want to keep Megu for myself forever!
Those were my honest feelings.
Thentake care of Megumi throughout your life
Minaho-neesan said.
Yes
I strengthen my resolve.
Thats how it is Megumi. For Yoshida-kun, Nei is hisSupreme first lovebut you are hisreal lover
Im very happy
Megus cheeks blushed and she answered.
What about Mana-san?
Minaho-neesan asked me.
Manas mine forever. I wont hand her to other men
Mana whos on top of the air mat opens her eyes.
She opens her legs wide to provoke me.
Isnt that obvious? Mana is Onii-chans sex slave. I need to have sex with Onii-chan for the rest of my life!
Mana
What do you think about Misuzu-sama?
Michi asks me
Her eyes are serious
I remember Misuzus figure.
That radiant smile
Her delicate body
Misuzus hot sex
Shes mywoman I wont hand her to anyone!
Are you ready to fight Kouzuki-sama then?
Misuzus grandfatherKouzukiKakkahas decided Misuzus fiance already
UnI wont let Misuzu be married for convenience. Shes mywomanfor the rest of her life!
I decided.
Ill accept the results of what I have done
Thats absurd. Saying that everyones yourwoman
Michi said.
Thats rightthis is absurd.
But thats fine.
Its fine to be absurd.
I dont mind
Megu said.
Mana too
Katsukos okay about it. Also, Nagisa too
ManaKatsuko-nee
You should drag Nei-san over here sooner. Onii-chan wants to enjoy thefirst lovefeeling more but you seeits easier if you make her yourwoman
Mana said.
ButNei-san already had sex with Onii-chan right? Are you always having such a high tension sex?
Oh right.
Mana doesnt know that Nei-sans still a virgin
My, having sex while confessing love in that high tension feels good you know!
Katsuko-nee made a good lie.
I seeun, that might be right. But, you cant do it a lot with that tension. Mana doesnt want that. Mana wants Onii-chan to feel good a lot of times!
Mana smiles.
Now thenMegumi, Mana-san and Kudou-san should sleep. Try to have at least a short nap
Minaho-neesan said.
What about Onii-chan? Come over here Onii-chan. Sleep between Mana and Megu-oneechan!
Mana invites me but
Yoshida-kuns heart isnt settled yet right?
Minaho-neesan
Yes
Im still not convinced.
At my own powerlessness.
I cant help Nei-san.
My chest feels sick.
Then, what to have sex with Mana? Youll calm down after doing it once. Ahit doesnt need to be only once
Mana smiles at me.
But I
SorryI dont feel like that right now
Is that so?Thats sad. If you want to do it then say it anytime. Manas body is for Onii-chans sake after all!
Megu whos next to Mana has a complex expression.
Right
If I have sex with Mana here
I also have to do it with Mana.
I declared that everyones mywomanbut
Its hard to keep the relationship of mywomenwell
Yoshida-kuntry taking a stroll
Minaho-neesan said
Un I think thats a good idea.
Id like to think alone
About myself
About Nei-san
About the future
Right, Minaho-neesan. Ill take a walk
I got up and wore my uniform pants
The topis it okay to wear just a T-shirt?
Then, Im going
When Im putting on my shoes
Ahbring that animal there too
Minaho-neesan said.
Shes been lying down there all this timewont she suffer if she lacks exercise?
Minaho-neesan points at Yukino.
Eh? Im taking Yukino?
Minaho-neesan smiles wryly.
You havent noticed it? Yukino-sans been awake all this time
Yukinos pretending to be asleep too?
She was listening to our talk?!