Chapter 1845
Chapter 1845 - Understanding His Past
After finishing dinner, it was still early, and it was only 7.30pm. Zhan Sijin was already full, so she asked Ling Sibai who had finished washing his hands, "Let's go take a walk downstairs!"
Ling Sibai also wanted to walk with her, but he nodded his head, "Alright!" Zhan Sijin and Ling Sibai walked into the elevator together. When they reached the twelfth floor, an aunt walked in and when the aunt saw the girl beside Ling Sibai, she immediately asked curiously, "Handsome, this is your girlfriend, right? It's good to have someone with you,
Better than living alone. "
Last time, he had asked her if she was single and he had a girl by his side to introduce to him. When Ling Sibai met this kind of warm-hearted aunt, he had no choice but to continuously reject her.
"Yes, he's my girlfriend." Ling Sibai immediately replied.
The old lady sized Zhan Sijin up and praised him, "Your girlfriend is so beautiful! It's a great match for a handsome young man like you. "
After Zhan Sijin heard this, she revealed a faint smile.Reaching the first floor of the elevator, the old lady turned and left. Zhan Sijin led Zhan Sijin towards a small plot of grass and rocks as they walked.
"This auntie was so eager to introduce me to her girlfriend that I rejected her offer." Ling Sibai told the truth.
Zhan Sijin couldn't help but ask with a smile, "Why don't you want it!? What if she was introducing a beautiful woman? "
"Appearance is not the most important thing to attract me. What attracts me is one's inner charm." Ling Sibai turned and stared at her as he replied. Zhan Sijin's heart became sweeter, she just felt that he was pretty normal, although her clan was huge and her uncle was still respectable, but she had never shown her clan off, she had always kept a low profile, like a normal person in her family.
One."Did I do something to attract you?" Zhan Sijin leaned on his arm and asked curiously.
"What first attracted me was your eyes."Zhan Sijin blinked her eyes. Her eyes had inherited his mother's, and her mother had a pair of extremely moving eyes.
Zhan Sijin thought for a while, before she pestered him to ask about her own matters, but she seemed to still not understand much about him.
"Can you tell me something about you?" Zhan Sijin said in a cautious tone.
Because the death of his parents had been his eternal pain, she was afraid of accidentally touching them.
Ling Sibai heard the carefulness in her tone and for some reason, his heart tightened. He reached out his hands to his shoulders and said softly, "You can ask me any question, I will tell you everything."Zhan Sijin was startled for a moment, then she smiled: "Alright! Then tell me about yourself! "
Ling Sibai held her hand and walked to an empty seat at the side. The two sat down and Zhan Sijin looked at him seriously, ready to listen to what he had to say.
Indeed, Ling Sibai had never told anyone about his past, because his past was different from normal people.
"When I was young, I lived in an orphanage for a few years. Because I didn't want to leave my parents' place and my uncle was abroad, I volunteered to live in an orphanage!"Zhan Sijin looked at him with a pained expression, "Then what happened next? Do you grow up there until you go to school? " I had autism for a period of time, and my uncle introduced me to a lot of psychiatrists, but none of them worked. The first time I went to school was when I was eight years old. " When Ling Sibai talked about his childhood, his eyes became very calm.
For him, some of it had already been buried deep within, and could not be easily mentioned.
Hearing that, Zhan Sijin's eyes suddenly burned, her nose turned sour, and she reached out to hug him.She didn't know how to comfort him, but she wanted to hold him.
Ling Sibai reached out and pulled her into his embrace. He actually didn't want to talk about this, but he wanted to open up his past to those who loved him. He didn't want to hide it from her and make her feel uneasy.
"What then? "You got your diploma at the age of twenty-three." I started jumping up one after another. At the age of eighteen, I went overseas to study for a degree in forensic medicine. I only had to study and forget about everything else. This allowed me to gradually understand the difference between life and death. " Ling Sibai also needed to be saved, but he did not know what to do.In the end, the only way to save himself was through continuous study and exploration of the human nature of this world.
In the end, he was relieved of his position as a medical examiner.
"Is that why you chose the empty profession?" Zhan Sijin asked curiously. No, the biggest reason why I chose this job was because I had always doubted the death of my parents. Ling Sibai had solved so many cases, but in the end, she could not even wrap her hand around his parents' case …
Even now, he still couldn't solve his parents' case.Even now, it still existed in the file of the unsolved case.
"Can I help you? As long as you need me, I can do anything. " Zhan Sijin immediately said, she also hoped that she could help him, even if she had to save her family, she was willing to do so.
Ling Sibai smiled and shook his head, "I have not given up on this matter. I still need to take my time, I have enough patience."
Zhan Sijin's eyes unknowingly began to tear up. Compared to her blissful upbringing, it showed that he had experienced too much grief in his life.
This gave rise to a firm conviction in her heart. For the rest of his life, with her accompanying him, she would definitely not let him be alone again.
Ling Sibai looked at her tears and started to panic. He reached out to wipe her tears, but realised that she was crying even more.
That is, thinking about his past, behind his understated tone, must have been more painful.
"Idiot, what are you crying for? For me, these experiences of growing up are already long gone. " Ling Sibai was a little regretful that he shouldn't have said so much to her.
"I'm sorry!" Burying in his embrace, Zhan Sijin muttered an apology.
She did not see the confusion in Ling Sibai's eyes, her tears, as if they were burning his heart, causing him to be willing to suffer any more, in order to not cause her to cry.
"Don't cry! To be able to meet you, it means that I am lucky enough. " Ling Sibai caressed the back of her head, comforting her instead.Zhan Sijin reached out and hugged him tightly, "It's because the heavens are on our side!"
"Hm!" Yes, the heavens sent you to my side. " Ling Sibai smiled, looked at her fair forehead, bent over, and lips naturally fell on her forehead as he kissed it. Zhan Sijin closed her eyes and continued to hug him. Her mind was filled with images of when he was young, those images she could imagine, the closed him, the him who had put in ten times more effort than others, and the him who still enjoyed being alone even when she had grown up.
