Chapter 827: Live as a human, die as a human
Translator:imperfectluckEditor:Kurisu
Seiji didnt die.
For an instant, he thought that he was truly about to die. Only after everything settled down did he figure out why his life-saving ability hadnt activated.
That was because the giant claws had precisely managed to avoid him! [Bullet Time] would only automatically activate when he was in danger.
Koutarou
Seiji didnt feel that this was an accident.
Such an accident would be impossible.
In that case, there was only one possible answer
Why didnt you kill me? Seiji asked the coal seller.
Koutarou still had a look of hatred on his face. His face was distorted, and he was filled with killing intent. Yet, blood-red tears ran down from his eyes.
And then he clutched at his head, beginning to roar no, cry! The demonic figure behind him became furiously agitated.
Seiji could only quietly watch.
All the giant claws transformed into mist and dissipated.
The mist in the entire area became even denser, to the point where the shrine was becoming difficult to see No, the shrine itself was also transforming into mist!
This entire world was collapsing.
Apart from Seiji and the demonic Koutarou, it appeared to Seiji that not a single other existence was left in this world anymore.
Seiji noticed that Kungos body, which should have still been inside the shrine, had disappeared as well.
Had he disappeared into mist, or
No matter what, everything was now ending.
Seiji walked over to the coal seller who was crying tears of utter sadness.
Koutarou Seiji called out the coal sellers name. Seiji then went up close, opened up his arms, and slowly hugged Koutarou.
Harano why Koutarou didnt reject Seijis embrace. Instead, he kept crying as he asked a question. Why did everything become like this
Why did my mother and younger brother die?
Why did my younger sister turn into a demon?
Why why is it necessary to kill?
Koutarou couldnt understand.
Although he felt that the beautiful woman from earlier wasnt lying to him, he still didnt understand.
This Harano person didnt seem in the slightest bit like an evil demon to Koutarou!!
If this Harano is an evil demon, then what am I?
What is a demon? What is a human? Why do humans turn into demons? Why would a demon seem so much like a human?
Koutarou couldnt understand
All he wanted was to protect and save his younger sister, yet
He couldnt bring himself to kill anyone!!!
Im sorry Seiji could only respond this way. Im truly so sorry
Wahhhhhhhh!!!!! Bloody tears poured out from Koutarous eyes, covering his cheeks.
Right now, he greatly resembled a demonphysically. However, Seiji felt that Koutarous behavior was more human than anyone.
Im sorry that I was unable to save you.
If there had been any way to, I definitely would have done it. But there was no other way
Thats why, all I can do is say sorry.
Im sorry
Im so sorry
Im so sorry Seiji muttered this out loud as tears also began to stream down his cheeks.
It was impossible to save everyone.
This was logic that he understood already.
However, the bitterness from facing such logic directly would still hit him with full impact.
Even though he had the supremely powerful ability of saving and loading, there would still be things that he couldnt accomplish.
Even if he had an even more powerful ability than saving and loading, there would still be things that he would be even more helpless about.
So, all he could do at the very least would be
I will remember you. Koutarou I will remember your name for the rest of my life. I will remember that you were a kind coal seller. I will never forget you until I die.
That was all he could do for Koutarou.
This truly was all he could do.
Harano
Koutarou was not consoled by this.
It was impossible for him to be consoled right now.
However maybe just a tiny bit, but he did feel a tiny amount of warmth.
He didnt want to die. He still wanted to save his younger sister. Koutarou absolutely didnt want to die. He felt incredibly pained about the helpless dead end situation he was in!
But if this was the only ending possible
If he had to leave the world like this.
If at least one person could still remember him, perhaps that would count as evidence as him having once lived.
I dont want to die!!! Koutarou clutched on to Seiji even tighter and cried loudly.
Yeah, Seiji responded.
I also dont want my younger sister to die I want her to become human again so that she can live a good life
Yeah.
My mom my younger brother they didnt do anything wrong they shouldnt have died
Yeah.
That person told me to kill you but I couldnt bring myself to kill you in the end
Yeah.
You are a very kind person.
Even though you became a demon, youre still human.
Koutarou you lived as a human, and you died as a human.
Seiji hugged Koutarou tightly and listened to every single of Koutarous dying words, memorizing everything.
Finally, the coal seller was no longer able to say anything.
Kungo slowly opened his eyes.
He felt that something was wrong with himself.
No, not just something minor. Something was majorly wrong!
His body felt completely different!
He didnt know how to describe it. To use an analogy if his previous body felt like snow, then his current body felt like water.
His body was now heavier, more physical, and possessed a different power.
The only problem with his body was that it was missing its left hand.
He couldnt feel his left hand this body didnt have a left hand.
And then, Kungo understood what happened to his body.
Or, more accurately, what had been done to him.
Master why? he asked the extravagantly clothed beautiful woman in front of him.
This black-haired woman smiled gently while looking at him. You have always called me Master. Yet, I have never viewed you as a servant never. I created you. You will live on even after I die. You are my son. Isnt it only natural for a mother to want her son to live on during a life-and-death situation?
Kungo was absolutely astounded.
He never knew before that his master had viewed him in such a way.
Kungo thought that he was only a servant, a tool to slay demons for his masters sake.
That was enough. He didnt need anything else he had never desired anything more.
He would do anything that she desired, even if she commanded him to die.
He had been born because of her. He considered it his destiny to die for her.
Kungo had never tried to go against what he viewed as his fate. He was even happy with it. He felt that he was truly blessed to have such a fate in comparison to others who only lived for the sake of being alive.
Yet, his master had
No I dont need to live on Master should
I have already lived, the beautiful woman told him. Ive finally remembered my past when this small closed-off world started collapsing. I had once been human a real, living human who experienced an entire life in the real world.
Although that world is countless times larger than this one, there are still many similarities, such as things that one is helpless about.
Its impossible to change your personal background, there are things you must do, there are cages that are inescapable, and inexorable fate
I have lived already. I have experienced life, and I died while feeling pain, anger, sadness, hatred, and helplessness.
I have no need to experience life once again.
Rather than living in that so-called real world, my days here in this fake paradise were far happier and more peaceful.
Thats why, this is more than enough for me.
I will die here, for the second time. And you you have yet to truly live, so please go in my place to the real world.
Perhaps the real world has become a better place. Or, perhaps it has become a worse place.
Please come tell me about the real world when you finally die in the future and meet me again.
Master Kungo widened his eyes in panic because he was witnessing his master gradually transforming into mist!
Goodbye, my child. The woman smiled, and bade him farewell. Please live well in the real world Although things might be really difficult, please live as happily and blissfully as you can.
No no! Master, I dont want to!! Please take back this body!!! Kungo grabbed on to the woman, but she was now transforming into mist at an even quicker pace.
Finally, let me tell you the truthI actually dont like this body that I gave to you. First of all, hes male. Second, hes missing a hand. Third, hes probably The woman then stopped. Forget it, theres no need to tell you.
Kungo, here is my final command for you. Please continue living on as well as you can to the best of your abilities.
No! Master!!! the samurai Kungo shouted in the greatest agony possible in this new and unfamiliar body of his.