Chapter 712: Because I’m your older sister!
Translator:imperfectluckEditor:Kurisu
Kaho felt like she was trapped within an icy darkness.
Her body seemed to be nothing more than ice as a chill filled her body, which seemed to float within an endless deep and dark realm.
Her consciousness was extremely hazy. It felt like her soul was sinking down, as if she was about to completely lose her sense of self.
She could faintly sense some type of existence within this realm, which had attached itself to her body and was combining with her.
When the combining was finally completed, she would no longer be herself.
The time limit was also approaching. Kaho didnt try to resist, nor did she willingly offer herself to the demon. She was simply calm.
Is this really alright? a tiny voice asked in the corner of her mind.
Isnt this just fine? another tiny voice asked in the corner of her mind.
Kaho didnt respond to either question.
Was it that she didnt need to answer, or that she was unable to answer?
Kaho was calm and silent, but also confused and empty.
She felt like she should be thinking about something, but didnt want to think about anything right now at all.
Lets just leave things like this.
She decided to slowly abandon her former self and welcome her new existence
Kaho! Suddenly, a familiar voice shouted and pulled her slightly back from the darkness.
Karen found her younger sister.
Kaho was standing on the top of a building. Her entire body had become hazy, and her dress and mask were glowing a blinding red. The black runes on her dress seemed like a moving insect swarm which would come alive at any moment.
But even more eye-catching were all the colorful lines of various colors extending out of her back.
These colorful lines were gradually lengthening. The longest was already more than three meters long, and the number of lines was continuously increasing. These lines appeared beautiful and gave off an unearthly aura that also seemed somewhat ominous.
Lets stop, Kaho. Karen looked directly at her younger sister. Youre youre just escaping from reality!
There was no response.
Yet, Karen sensed something flickering in Kahos wavelength.
This was a wondrously subtle sensation. If she had to describe it, it was something like a sisterly synchronization.
You cant face your heartbreak, so you turned towards a demon. What else can this be other than escaping from reality? Karen continued. You dont want to become special at all! Youre just the same as before, escaping from reality because you cant face failure, and shutting yourself in! In the end, you havent foundationally changed at all.
The black insect-shaped runes on Kahos dress started moving about even more violently and making buzzing sounds.
Karen felt an obvious stronger tremor in Kahos wavelength.
It would seem that I hit the mark Im sorry that it took me so long to notice all this. Im a terrible older sister But youre the same! Youre a terrible, foolish younger sister! You actually wanted to abandon your sense of self in order to escape from reality? Is that any different from committing suicide? Thats so stupid to the point where you couldnt get any stupider!!
Karen was angry and sad, guilty yet annoyed, and didnt even know exactly what her current emotions were.
The runes on Kahos skirt started buzzing even more loudly. The rays of light on her back also began to shake.
Lets stop acting so unseemly. Karen sighed. Were both terrible sisters, but were still sisters. We can face painful things together. Even if I cant share the burden of your emotions, I can do various things for you, such as going out to have fun together, eating delicious food together, shopping for beautiful clothes together No matter how painful the heartbreak, it will always pass with time Ive never experienced any heartbreak, so I dont know what I should say, but I think that abandoning your sense of self because of a heartbreak is definitely no good.
This is so foolish.
This is so terrible.
This is so unseemly.
Karen transmitted her way of thinking with her expression.
*Whoosh* The gigantic scorpion tail suddenly swung directly at Karen!
*Smack!!*
Karen took a direct hit, but she forcibly withstood it and wasnt sent flying backwards by the impact.
You become angry because I saw through you, honestly
Not at all! Kaho finally spoke.
Her voice was incredibly raspy and also sounded like it was buzzing, as if countless insects were chirping or vibrating against each other. Her voice was ear-piercing and shook Karens heart.
Im not escaping from reality stop making ridiculous stuff up!! Kahos voice got louder and she sounded noticeably angry. Her words contained a frightening power.
No, you are escaping from reality! Karen intentionally went against her. You turned towards a demon because you didnt want to face your pain! Also, you wanted to make Harano-kun and myself feel bad as revenge against us!! You said that you had the confidence to obtain the demons power, but you were just fooling yourself and everyone else! What you really thought was that you didnt care what happened to you; you gave up on yourself! You intentionally wanted to make us feel bad!!
No no noooooo!!! Kaho started shouting loudly.
The red light on her exploded, forming a powerful shock wave!
But Karen managed to withstand this as well.
Honestly, youre so annoying! Someone like you. Karen grit her teeth. But, youre my younger sister, my only sister! I love you, Kaho! I want to get closer to you, I want to encourage you to become more spirited, I want to see you leading a happy life!!
Because Im your older sister!!
Shut up get the hell away!!! Kaho shouted loudly yet again, causing a dense swarm of insect shadows to appear around her. The rays of light behind her back swiftly extended to become more than ten meters long!
Youre not allowed to talk to me like that!!! Karen started yelling as well no, roaring!
She grit her teeth and rushed over at full speed, whipping up her right hand and viciously slapping down
*Slap!!*
A loud slap resounded as she hit Kahos face.
For a moment, it seemed as if the entire world had quieted down. All the strange buzzing noises stopped, the black runes on Kahos dress stopped wriggling, all the insect shadows disappeared, and the rays of light on Kahos back settled down.
Kaho stood there dazedly with her head tilted, as if she couldnt believe what just happened.
Karen retracted her hand and then hugged Kaho.
Dont talk to me like that Karen spoke in a way that sounded half angry and half begging. I feel so bad Kaho Im so angry and really want to cry Just how can I get you to understand Im begging you return to being my sister dont leave me
Tears streamed down Karens face.
These tears came straight from her souls prayers.
She truly wanted to regain the sister who was about to leave.
Sis ter
Kahos consciousness gradually became clearer.
She left the icy darkness and returned to the warmth of the world.
Just what have I been doing?
Why did I want to do these things?
Am I still me?
The moment that she thought this, a sudden fierce pain entered her head! The icy darkness overwhelmed her once more!!
Loud buzzing sounds could be heard, sounding angry. Kaho faintly saw a pair of blood-red eyes with an incomparably cold look. These eyes gave off the feeling as if it had a terrifying power which could destroy everything
Im sorry.
Kaho apologized to that demonic existence.
Im not you Nor should I become you Because someone will be pained if I do so.
That person is really clumsy and stupid, to the point of being unsalvageable, since she still hasnt given up on the ugly and foolish me even at this moment.
I dont really think that I have any value. I really feel that if I became you, it would be fine even if I was no longer a human.
But, thats not what she thinks.
She thinks that Im foolish, and shes annoyed with and looks down on me. Yet, shes still unwilling to let me go.
She believes that I have value in staying by her side.
My bad, it doesnt have anything to do with value.
Its only because we just happen to be sisters.
*BBBBBBZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!*
An angry, strange sound seemed to explode within Kaho and shake her very soul!!!
An incredibly fierce pain attacked her as Kaho felt her soul being forcefully dragged down to that deep and icy realm.
Kaho did her best to resist. With her final bit of energy and awareness, she suddenly shoved Karen away!
Es cape
The colorful rays of light on Kahos back suddenly grew explosively to over one hundred meters in length, transforming into a pair of gigantic and beautiful wings of light!!
Countless, endless amounts of insect swarm shadows that seemed numerous enough to fill the entire dream world appeared! There was an incredible insect stench in the air, and their buzzing sounds were cacophonous. It seemed as if something terrifying was about to descend and break through an invisible barrier!!
Kaho Karen wanted to do something, but just standing was difficult already for her. She felt a chill invading her body, causing her body to go limp and her consciousness to go hazy.
Then, a tall figure suddenly stood before her.
Leave the rest to me! Seiji spoke in a confident tone.