Chapter 84 Are you disappointed?

Your kiss made me faint…

Your kiss made me faint…

Your kiss made me faint...

Yu Chen's words echoed in Luo Xiaolei's ears like a broken tape, making her head spin. She felt like she too was about to faint because of all these dumbfounding, unbelievable disclosures.

Luo Xiaolei subconsciously raised her hand and then she pressed her fingers on her temples, as if her head was starting to ache. All these unexpected things about Yu Chen made it hard for her to think properly and she really didn't even know how to react to this. Should she be frustrated? Should she be happy to know that this big panda turned out to be affected to the extreme degree by a simple kiss from her? Well, the answer was quite obvious but she didn't know what to even say.

"C-could it be that… this was your first kiss?" Of all the words she could have said, she couldn't believe that those words were the first to come out of her mouth. "Uhm… well, I just thought . . ."

"You're right. That was my first." He admitted, and then Luo Xiaolei's lips involuntarily parted before she choked and coughed. Cough, cough, cough. My goodness! This Devil… this big panda… this Yu Chen!! How could he…

She tried hard to stop coughing before she raised her face again to look at him. But before she could manage to say anything, Yu Chen spoke first.

"Are you…" he stopped midsentence and just stared at her eyes for an immeasurable amount of time. His eyes turned unfathomable again but she felt as though he was now trying to gauge her expression. "Are you disappointed? That I'm someone inexperienced?" he continued in a soft but serious voice.

And then, a certain god of silence seemed to have passed by.

Luo Xiaolei, who still hadn't fully recovered from his previous words, was again struck by another, much more powerful lightning. She couldn't believe what she was hearing but no matter how unbelievable it was, Luo Xiaolei just knew he wasn't lying at all. There was no question of that. His ever so honest, innocent and sincere voice was just impossible for her, and possibly for anyone else, not to believe.

'Oh my god! Yu Chen!! What am I going to do with you?!! Are you trying to get back at me by making me collapse as well?! How could you be so damn honest and straightforward like this?!' Luo Xiaolei groaned in exasperation within her. 'How in the actual hell could I even… how could i even be disappointed knowing that you, the almighty Yu Chen is actually still an… innocent maiden?! Ah… how could this damn man be so damn… so damn… ah… Luo Xiaolei! Get a hold of yourself please!'

Luo Xiaolei suddenly felt like she had really sinned big this time. She remembered that night she had accidentally seen all of him, even his big little brother not just once but twice, and now she didn't just take his first kiss, she even actually thought about teasing this virgin by teaching this innocent man some naughty things?

More than anything and anyone else, Luo Xiaolei herself was the one who was surprised the most about her reactions. 'I can't believe this. Am I actually a pervert? I am truly convinced now that this innocent big panda is bringing out the worse in me! Sigh… oh, well, luckily, he is an adult and he's now my fiancée so even if he's a virgin, it's not really a crime to… Luo Xiaolei!! Enough! Yu Chen, this is all your fault!' T^T

Luo Xiaolei exhaled deeply, trying her very best to annihilate all the silly things in her mind so she could finally give him a reply.

After another deep sigh, Luo Xiaolei focused her gaze at him to show that she was serious before finally opening her mouth.

"Of course I'm not. I mean, there's no way something like that is disappointing. Men nowadays are you know, possessive and… overly vigorous when it comes to sex and naughty..." she stopped and cleared her throat. "What I mean is you are actually one in a million, no, I think even more than that. It surprised me of course. It's hard to believe but I'm not disappointed or anything. Actually, I'm overjoyed that you are still a vir – uhm, well. . ." Luo Xiaolei! How could you say that out loud?!!

Luo Xiaolei face palmed herself inside her head as she pressed her lips tight, praying that he didn't hear her last sentence. But to her dismay, it didn't escape his sharp ears.

"You are overjoyed? Why?" he asked. His head slightly tilted and his tone was innocent and curious. Oh no! How could she tell him that she was overjoyed because she thought that he was now a certified cute, innocent and harmless creature which meant she didn't need to worry about living with him under one roof anymore? How could she admit that she was delighted to the extreme that he wasn't an alpha wolf disguised as panda? How could she confess that she was actually thrilled about his innocence and that she suddenly had this mischievously desire to become the big bad wolf in his life?

"Er… uhm… well, I just thought that because, well… you will learn things as time goes by. You just need more experience. I think that would be exciting, so I'm happy for you?" She didn't know If what she said was even understandable because she couldn't understand it herself. But then, Yu Chen nodded as though he understood what she said fully well.

"You're right. All I need is more experience. I will make sure to learn everything from you." He said and Luo Xiaolei smiled. Wait… what?!

Luo Xiaolei's smile fade as soon as she realized what he just said in his last sentence.

"Eh? F-from me?!" she stammered and Yu Chen's brows knotted a bit.

Yu Chen: "Who else could I learn from but you?"