I woke up in the middle of the night, I heard it again, that voice haunted me, even in the middle of my sleep.

Just who is it, the guy who claimed himself as a God or whatever is that.

I went to the kitchen to drink a glass of water to calm myself down, I still remember what happened to me after I fainted today when I tried to save the Merlin girl.

I went back to my room and just sit on my bed, I feel like I can't sleep at all, my head is just full of this guy who claimed himself as a God, I can't help but keep thinking about it, Why is his voice so familiar, like, I remember the first time I heard his voice, my heart suddenly beating faster, I feel terrified, like a feeling that tells me I must obey his order, I can't think about anything but to wonder, who is that guy.

I tried to clear my brain and just lean back to the wall, I let out a pretty long sigh just to calm myself down.

I remember Merlin gave me a book about magic before.

I went to my bookshelves and try to find it.

A brown book with a little green gem on top of it, it looks so cool in my opinion, like a book that a noble might have.

I sit on my desk and open the book, I see various of magic in this book, from a fire, water, ice, wind, and much more magic, but I realized that all of the magic that written here was high spell magic.

I flip through pages and I realized how lucky I am, the ice magic in this book written more than others, I can't help it but get excited.

I went through pages to pages and read it all, it was exciting to be able to have such a book like this, I think I will go to the inn and thank Merlin for this book.

I have an eager to learn every single one of magic that written here, but I remember that I couldn't handle such magic for now, I even collapse when I try to use a healing magic, it was hard to cast it, I was lucky enough to be able to pull such healing magic, I hope I will be able to use it normally in the future without getting collapsed.

I try to find my book about non elemental magic, which i don't really read too much, because i was too busy learning about my water and ice magic, i only learn the [ Senses strengthening ] , [ Body enchantment ] , and [ Cloning magic ] which is written in the first three pages.

I take a look at what's inside the non-elemental magic book and take a look, there was a various kind of non-elemental magic like [ Body strengthening ] which allow me to have a tougher body, but I also need to train my body to be able to endure the damage.

I went through the whole pages and this one magic is catching my interest, [ Soul Power up ] which the book says it allows me to strengthen my soul power temporary.

I tried to flip the book over and didn't see anything but the explanation of this spell only, there was no explanation of how to use it, or the side effects or the requirements to use it or whatsoever.

I flip through some pages and see another interesting magic, it says [ Imbued Magic ] I try to read what magic it is and finds it interesting.

It will allow me to imbued magic on my weapon and control when I want to activate or deactivate it.

I'm kinda disappointed I can't learn about the [ Soul Power up ] but at the same time I'm also happy I found another interesting note elemental magic, I close the book and lean back to my chair then stretch out my hand, I'm finally able to clear my head from the God guy who talks to me before.

I put back the books on the shelves, i stare at the book Merlin gave me for a while, i promise to myself that one day i'll be able to use a high spell magic without getting collapsed and be a good magician, i always wanted to be an adventurer like the adventurers from back then who told me a lot of stories about the outside world and their dream of making a place for orphans and taking care of them.