Chapter 1037: A Joke (8)

Translator: Paperplane Editor: Caron_

He stared at her eyes for a while then said, Wanwan, can we still go back to how things were?

Can we still go back to how things were?

Such a simple question, yet Cheng Weiwan thought about it for a long time, trying to figure out what Han Zhifan really meant.

Han Zhifans Adams apple shifted as he repeated what he just said. Wanwan, if I told you that I loved you, could we still go back to how things were?

If I said I loved you I love you

Cheng Weiwan stood stunned on the spot for a good while before she realized what I love you meant. Her first thought was that she hallucinating.

Did my depressen worsen because Ive been feeling terrible lately? I must be pretty sick to hallucinate the impossible

Cheng Weiwan thought about it and a self-taunting smile was plastered across her lips.

Looks like Im going to have to see a psychologist tomorrow for a check up

Although Cheng Weiwan didnt say anything, she smiled, which let Han Zhifan know she didnt believe him.

Before he came, he thought Cheng Weiwan wouldnt believe him. Even though he thought it was difficult to say, and even though he felt he was being far too shameless, he said what he shouldve said.

Wanwan, I know you dont believe me and I know that if it were any other person who experienced what you did, they wouldnt believe me either. But what I said is all true, I

Han Zhifan wanted to tell Cheng Weiwan that everything he did was because of Lili and because of that trash, Cheng Weiguo. Cheng Weiguos cruelty and despicable nature killed his biological little sister. However, when the words approached his mouth, he thought back to how Cheng Weiwan looked when she went to see Cheng Weiguo yesterday and how she hoped to speak peacefully with him; he also thought about every little detail Lin Sheng told him about her.

Even though Cheng Weiguo didnt treat her very well, she was probably still full of hope for her father deep down.

If I told her about these things Shed be really hurt and probably wouldnt believe me, right?

Just like in the beginning, he mercilessly abandoned her. He clearly planned to tell her about the monstrous things her father did, but in the end, he gave up on the idea. At the time, he didnt know why he didnt tell her, but thinking about it now, he probably couldnt bear to do it back then Just like how he didnt dare to personally force her to abort the child and sent his secretary instead. He was afraid he would back out at the last minute and drag her down from the operating table. He didnt think twice about cutting all contact with her because he was afraid of himself; afraid that he wouldnt be able to control his emotions

Bloody revenge for Lili still needed to be carried out, but he was afraid hed need to think of a different method.

At the very least, he needed to find a way that wouldnt affect Cheng Weiwan

With that thought, Han Zhifan decided to brush over these grudges. I dont want to explain my previous actions too much, because the past me was a real douchebag. I also know its obviously stupid for me to say these things now, but Im serious. Wanwan, I truly love you and I really want to start all over with you. Could you give me another chance? Just this once. I promise I wont make you sad, I wont let you down again, and Ill treat you really well. From now on, Ill make up for all the times I mistreated you